Blackpill Has anyone here ever fallen in love?

[Darth Aries]

I have years ago, and as blue pilled and cucked as it is that’s kind of the point. Part of the blackpill experience is falling in love with what you cannot have.

I once had a true and genuine love for a girl who was a family friend, seeing her at birthday parties and other family functions and we knew each other since we were children. When I confessed my feelings to her she rejected me, which tore me to pieces because I had a Romeo and Juliet level of love for her even though it was one sided.

Having a oneitis may be cucked, but the pain of loving a girl genuinely, not even sexually, only for your hopes and dreams with her to be crushed due to not being attractive enough is absolutely black pilling, and I feel like it is needed for an incel to understand that it’s over.

That isn’t to say that I haven’t wanted plenty of foids sexually, I have, but this was different. I genuinely cared for her at the time, I was so happy and full of life. After the rejection I went downhill, and after a couple of years the love I had for her was replaced with jealousy and hatred, knowing that she was happy with her boyfriend while I was rotting.

It made me realize how unfair life really is. My happiness was robbed from me. I was rigged to lose from the beginning and after learning what I have learned about female nature I can truly say it is completely and utterly over. It’s crazy how I feel the exact opposite for her years later.
“But you never really loved her if you hate her for rejecting you!!! “

Wrong. I spent years still in love with her until the black pill fully entered my system. Now I understand. Women are of the devil.

 

[fatass30000]

no, i can’t fall in love with people i know nothing about. + the thought of them seeing me as garbage made me lose any feelings i had.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

 

[Excalibur]

Not once in my life. Even when I was a bluepilled I knew it was a fool’s errand to obsess over girls way out of my league

 

[Oneitiscel]

Sadly yes. Do you still talk to that girl? Any dramatic falling out between the two of you?

 

[Darth Aries]

no, i can’t fall in love with people i know nothing about. + the thought of them seeing me as garbage made me lose any feelings i had.

Yeah I wish I never knew this girl from childhood. That was in the fault of my aunt for always inviting them over. It also proves personality is completely bullshit because confidence was rarely an issue around this girl until after she rejected me. For years I was low inhib and jestermaxxed around her and it did jack shit for me, meaning that it is entirely genetics

 

[Darth Aries]

Sadly yes. Do you still talk to that girl? Any dramatic falling out between the two of you?

Yeah, I once went into a manic episode after smoking some laced weed and I threatened to kill myself for all of the pain she had caused me, and her family threatened me with the police. My mom found out because my the girl called my aunt, and my aunt called my mom and told her everything. My aunt called me a psychopath. Deep down, I’m glad I traumatized her that day. I had nothing to lose with her anymore and I wasn’t even suicidal. I wanted her to cry, and I got what I wanted.

 

[Darth Aries]

Not once in my life. Even when I was a bluepilled I knew it was a fool’s errand to obsess over girls way out of my league

I knew her since I was 8 and her parents were practically family with how well they knew my aunt and uncle. She wasn’t even stacy tier, she was mtn during her early teens but she got chubby and became a becky. Her boyfriend looks like he’s 100 pounds lighter than her and he’s a tallfag

 

[Oneitiscel]

Yeah, I once went into a manic episode after smoking some laced weed and I threatened to kill myself for all of the pain she had caused me, and her family threatened me with the police. My mom found out because my the girl called my aunt, and my aunt called my mom and told her everything. My aunt called me a psychopath. Deep down, I’m glad I traumatized her that day. I had nothing to lose with her anymore and I wasn’t even suicidal. I wanted her to cry, and I got what I wanted.

Brutal. How did you know it was laced weed though? Smoking weed has been proven to give people psychosis.

 

[Darth Aries]

Brutal. How did you know it was laced weed though? Smoking weed has been proven to give people psychosis.

I saw colors when I closed my eyes and that isn’t normal. It felt like I was experiencing ego death. It’s taken me 2 years to start feeling somewhat normal again

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I have years ago, and as blue pilled and cucked as it is that’s kind of the point. Part of the blackpill experience is falling in love with what you cannot have.

I once had a true and genuine love for a girl who was a family friend, seeing her at birthday parties and other family functions and we knew each other since we were children. When I confessed my feelings to her she rejected me, which tore me to pieces because I had a Romeo and Juliet level of love for her even though it was one sided.

Having a oneitis may be cucked, but the pain of loving a girl genuinely, not even sexually, only for your hopes and dreams with her to be crushed due to not being attractive enough is absolutely black pilling, and I feel like it is needed for an incel to understand that it’s over.

That isn’t to say that I haven’t wanted plenty of foids sexually, I have, but this was different. I genuinely cared for her at the time, I was so happy and full of life. After the rejection I went downhill, and after a couple of years the love I had for her was replaced with jealousy and hatred, knowing that she was happy with her boyfriend while I was rotting.

It made me realize how unfair life really is. My happiness was robbed from me. I was rigged to lose from the beginning and after learning what I have learned about female nature I can truly say it is completely and utterly over. It’s crazy how I feel the exact opposite for her years later.
“But you never really loved her if you hate her for rejecting you!!! “

Wrong. I spent years still in love with her until the black pill fully entered my system. Now I understand. Women are of the devil.

About 4 girls from the past, they all rejected me so it was one sided and most of them blocked me it’s what really broke my heart especially, from what I learn about French women they are pathetic toilet who only want BBC so I envy Tyrone’s more then white Chads

https://incels.is/threads/truecel-trait-had-the-most-brutal-and-humiliating-rejection-that-gave-me-a-bully-and-rejection-trauma-from-2021.665598/

 

[Excalibur]

I knew her since I was 8 and her parents were practically family with how well they knew my aunt and uncle. She wasn’t even stacy tier, she was mtn during her early teens but she got chubby and became a becky. Her boyfriend looks like he’s 100 pounds lighter than her and he’s a tallfag

I see. I never really had the opportunity to get to know girls my age. I only ever observed them from a distance with the few times I did try to reach out to them always ending in rejection and humiliation.

 

[light]

no but i had crushes

 

[Vakasneb3856]

I had developed crushes but not falling in love, good thing is I never got emotionally invested so I could logically talk my way out of those feelings. It still was painful as if I had to interact with them at school they tended to be hostile which would change my perception of them and it would hurt but It would help me cope that there was no chance.

 

[InternalJizzz]

yeah. this one girl at my first job, she was a crack head for sure. incredibly sweet but i doubt she reciprocated the feelings, tore me up pretty bad for a bit.

 

[RicaGames]

Yes but I was bluepilled.

 

[XtremeMax]

I wish

 

[Icarus]

yeah. this one girl at my first job, she was a crack head for sure. incredibly sweet but i doubt she reciprocated the feelings, tore me up pretty bad for a bit.

 

[TheCatMan]

Yes currently am in

 

[SCP-Gorillion]

Yes couple times actually, i'm oneitescel

 

[lowz1r]

unrequited lovepill is the most brutal

 

[stranger]

Having a oneitis may be cucked

It really isn’t. Having natural heterosexual male instincts is not cucked

 

[based_meme]

Sadly yes.

In my blue pilled days.

 

[Darth Aries]

It really isn’t. Having natural heterosexual male instincts is not cucked

I appreciate it. What I meant was loving a girl who will never love you back. I did for the longest time before I finally threw in the towel

 

[Abacaxi14]

No. And I dont think I ever will.

how can I fall in love when I know that all women are chad sexual?

 

[stranger]

I appreciate it. What I meant was loving a girl who will never love you back. I did for the longest time before I finally threw in the towel

I did that too.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Too many times

 

[A.M.]

No

 

[over_department]

Nope
I try my hardest not to

 

[Grodd]

no, i can’t fall in love with people i know nothing about. + the thought of them seeing me as garbage made me lose any feelings i had.

 

[joocel52]

I did that too.

Same. Brutal

 

[IggyCope]

Two times.

Second time was specially intense.

I am lucky because now i work remotelly and i'm isolated. That allows me not to deal with women and not to fall in love again.

I don't consider unrequited love as something that affects to incels in a special way. All people, including normies and even chads, have unrequited loves.

Unrequited love is, obviously, part of the backpill and inceldom, but not its most important point. The terrible things about the blackpill are the loss of respect for another people, lack of affect and the isolation.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

2 times actually, one very intense, its not something nice let me tell you, back then i actually still had a bit of hope so that fueled it a LOT, be careful out there brocels, a little hope can really make you stupid.

 

[Darth Aries]

Two times.

Second time was specially intense.

I am lucky because now i work remotelly and i'm isolated. That allows me not to deal with women and not to fall in love again.

I don't consider unrequited love as something that affects to incels in a special way. All people, including normies and even chads, have unrequited loves.

Unrequited love is, obviously, part of the backpill and inceldom, but not its most important point. The terrible things about the blackpill are the loss of respect for another people, lack of affect and the isolation.

My story was a story of doing everything right and still not getting the girl due to my genetics. Unrequited love can be blackpilling if everything was aligned perfectly and she still rejects you for the better looking guy

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

Infatuated maybe, but thats not love.

Its inbetween love and lust

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

he’s a tallfag

of course

 

[CopiumGuru]

No I never loved any foid because I realised their evil personality very early

 

[Rapistcel]

I have years ago, and as blue pilled and cucked as it is that’s kind of the point. Part of the blackpill experience is falling in love with what you cannot have.

I once had a true and genuine love for a girl who was a family friend, seeing her at birthday parties and other family functions and we knew each other since we were children. When I confessed my feelings to her she rejected me, which tore me to pieces because I had a Romeo and Juliet level of love for her even though it was one sided.

Having a oneitis may be cucked, but the pain of loving a girl genuinely, not even sexually, only for your hopes and dreams with her to be crushed due to not being attractive enough is absolutely black pilling, and I feel like it is needed for an incel to understand that it’s over.

That isn’t to say that I haven’t wanted plenty of foids sexually, I have, but this was different. I genuinely cared for her at the time, I was so happy and full of life. After the rejection I went downhill, and after a couple of years the love I had for her was replaced with jealousy and hatred, knowing that she was happy with her boyfriend while I was rotting.

It made me realize how unfair life really is. My happiness was robbed from me. I was rigged to lose from the beginning and after learning what I have learned about female nature I can truly say it is completely and utterly over. It’s crazy how I feel the exact opposite for her years later.
“But you never really loved her if you hate her for rejecting you!!! “

Wrong. I spent years still in love with her until the black pill fully entered my system. Now I understand. Women are of the devil.

No, I always knew the foids would reject me, never had any hope

 

[KinkyKanga]

I'm in LOVE with an eighteen-year-old NOODLEWHORE YouTuber. It is what it is.

 

[spudcel]

did once when i was 13. never again, bcus i found out later she was dating a 6'1 ginger who sent her pictures of his shit lol.
btw banger post.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

Of course, unless you wanna be one of those "um, ackshually" autists who argues that love is this nebulous thing somehow completely different from having an intense crush, every guy has experienced it at some point and anyone claiming otherwise is LARPing.

That said I haven't felt that way about a girl in many, many years. The last girl I felt that way towards was this girl who was in my social circle back when I was in my late teens and early 20s. By conventional standards she was around a 4/10, chubby and had acne but she was actually pretty nice. She was also into video games and anime, which of course meant lots of guys were throwing themselves at her. I saw her reject pretty decent looking guys, so I wasn't even going to bother (usually I would go for sub4 women) but one of my friends talked me into asking her out. And given that I have an account on here I don't need to tell you how that went. Shortly after she rejected me, she got with a tall good looking guy with rich parents, and they later got married.

There's a part of me that kinda misses being able to have those types of feelings, especially that feeling you'd get in your stomach when seeing or thinking about the girl you had a crush on.

These days the only things I feel are stress, melancholy, existential dread, and chronic pain.

 

[KinkyKanga]

btw banger post.

 

[ThanostheGOAT]

I have years ago, and as blue pilled and cucked as it is that’s kind of the point. Part of the blackpill experience is falling in love with what you cannot have.

I once had a true and genuine love for a girl who was a family friend, seeing her at birthday parties and other family functions and we knew each other since we were children. When I confessed my feelings to her she rejected me, which tore me to pieces because I had a Romeo and Juliet level of love for her even though it was one sided.

Having a oneitis may be cucked, but the pain of loving a girl genuinely, not even sexually, only for your hopes and dreams with her to be crushed due to not being attractive enough is absolutely black pilling, and I feel like it is needed for an incel to understand that it’s over.

That isn’t to say that I haven’t wanted plenty of foids sexually, I have, but this was different. I genuinely cared for her at the time, I was so happy and full of life. After the rejection I went downhill, and after a couple of years the love I had for her was replaced with jealousy and hatred, knowing that she was happy with her boyfriend while I was rotting.

It made me realize how unfair life really is. My happiness was robbed from me. I was rigged to lose from the beginning and after learning what I have learned about female nature I can truly say it is completely and utterly over. It’s crazy how I feel the exact opposite for her years later.
“But you never really loved her if you hate her for rejecting you!!! “

Wrong. I spent years still in love with her until the black pill fully entered my system. Now I understand. Women are of the devil.

No I only found people attractive but ik the most attractive ones are often the biggest whores

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Once I fell in love for one of the most popular girls in school. After she avoided me and talk shit about me I wasn't interested in her no more.