Discussion has anyone ever killed his ego and overcome the misery of life?

[BlkPillPres]

"Killing the ego" (self) is known as becoming narcissistic

Ego - "The part of the mind that mediates between the conscious and the unconscious and is responsible for reality testing and a sense of personal identity"

Narcissist - "Narcissism is characterized by a grandiose sense of self-importance, a lack of empathy for others, a need for excessive admiration, and the belief that one is unique and deserving of special treatment"

What you are saying is false at face value

 

[PersonaPimp]

What would the be closest achievable thing?


What you said was pretty much what I have been doing but once in a while I get theses thoughts that I can't help but imagine that they're somehow related to my incapacity of truly accepting my fate and then we go back to the ego thing.


I'm thinking about giving it a chance, at least there are some proven beneficts to it anyways.


You're probably right I think I'm tripping too much on these things recently. That's what happens when you run out of copes.

Nietzsche is dope

I understand you

I spent the last year, in my last year of high school fantasizing about life, procrastinating and thinking about everything, I was in an epiphany because I met the red pill / black pill

the result is that I probably missed a lot, people started to treat me badly, isolated me, and I think they probably have knowledge of my ideas, basically a social death

I went crazy at the end of the year, because I didn’t plan anything for this year, and so far I’m pounded paralyzed inside my room without knowing what to do, without friends, with a bad reputation ...

Over.


Furthermore I am in a state of mental confusion, fear, cowardice, guilt, perdition and the worst of all is that i am aware of the black pill, it means that any thought that is not "i am fucked" is cope.

 

[Tenshi]

I understand you

I spent the last year, in my last year of high school fantasizing about life, procrastinating and thinking about everything, I was in an epiphany because I met the red pill / black pill

the result is that I probably missed a lot, people started to treat me badly, isolated me, and I think they probably have knowledge of my ideas, basically a social death

I went crazy at the end of the year, because I didn’t plan anything for this year, and so far I’m pounded paralyzed inside my room without knowing what to do, without friends, with a bad reputation ...

Over.


Furthermore I am in a state of mental confusion, fear, cowardice, guilt, perdition and the worst of all is that i am aware of the black pill, it means that any thought that is not "i am fucked" is cope.

damn man, I feel you

I think that's an inevitable part of the blackpill, at some point we have to go through all that but I feel like it eventually gets better with time as we accept things how they are. However once in a while, when you find yourself craving for hope we have to face reality again. You described it better, we are aware that we're coping and it sucks.

Hope you get better, fellow brocel.

 

[caniwin]

I genuinely wonder if that's possible. At the moment, I consider myself a broken human. I lack most of the very necessary experiences that would be required to be a mentally health human being. I'm also blackpilled, which makes me unable to copemaxx with this reality, as I can no longer lie to myself.

I also feel empty due to the lack of meaning in my life and my incapacity of finding one that wouldn't be coping. There's also no hope left and our world is degenerate and alien to me, making me unable to fit within society. Although sometimes I wonder if I'd really like to, as humanity and modern society are utterly sick.

Tbh, I don't really believe that ascending would actually help me with this. Maybe it could have a few years ago, when I was a naive version of myself. Neither I think money will do. What will happen when I reach the end of the tunnel? I don't now. Something tells me that probably nothing.

That's how empty life is.

I completely empathize with everything you said.

I started feeling this about three years ago. I was 20 at the time, and I had mixed feelings regarding my future career path. I also began to wonder why I was procrastinating everything, a habit that had been with me since early adolescence.

As I continued to ask questions and delve into the deeper aspects of my inner self, feelings of ennui, emptiness, and dissociation grew within me. I used to have all sorts of dreams and aspirations, but everything gradually began to fall away.

I thought that the problem could be external, that I needed some goal to aim for, or some activity to dedicate myself to. I tried a multitude of life paths, trying to find something that would click. Nothing worked; I would get initially excited, and then it would peter out relatively quickly. Moreover, the period of excitement got shorter over time, eventually only lasting a day or two.

At the same time, I believed that the problem was also internal. Over the past three years, I've spent literally thousands of hours sitting (or pacing) in my room and talking with myself about myself. I questioned everything I believed; I looked at every possible nook and crevice of my mind that I could think of. I foolishly thought that if I just kept pushing, I would eventually ascend to (or even accidentally stumble on) just the right insight, some optimal sequence of words or statements that would put me in a frame of mind that would lead to an escape from the emptiness that had grown within me.

Well, after three years, the realization I've come to is what you said in your post (the three years gave me the certainty to come to this conclusion). There is no meaning, and it's a fool's errand to search for one. That doesn't mean, however, that happiness is not possible or that we shouldn't live in spite of it. I recommend reading up on "absurdism." It corresponds quite closely to what I've arrived at myself, and might corroborate your experience as well.

 

[PersonaPimp]

damn man, I feel you

I think that's an inevitable part of the blackpill, at some point we have to go through all that but I feel like it eventually gets better with time as we accept things how they are. However once in a while, when you find yourself craving for hope we have to face reality again. You described it better, we are aware that we're coping and it sucks.

Hope you get better, fellow brocel.

I don't get better because I can't help myself I can't deal with myself Right now I'm feeling guilty for missing this year I will try to recover all this, but in my way In my scenario I think I will probably never date, so I already have to get used to other things to try to avoid a high dose of sadness in the future I realized a small positive point in this situation: with the black pill you start to think about what really matters, simply so you don't go through a suicide situation

 

[Tenshi]

I completely empathize with everything you said.

I started feeling this about three years ago. I was 20 at the time, and I had mixed feelings regarding my future career path. I also began to wonder why I was procrastinating everything, a habit that had been with me since early adolescence.

As I continued to ask questions and delve into the deeper aspects of my inner self, feelings of ennui, emptiness, and dissociation grew within me. I used to have all sorts of dreams and aspirations, but everything gradually began to fall away.

I thought that the problem could be external, that I needed some goal to aim for, or some activity to dedicate myself to. I tried a multitude of life paths, trying to find something that would click. Nothing worked; I would get initially excited, and then it would peter out relatively quickly. Moreover, the period of excitement got shorter over time, eventually only lasting a day or two.

At the same time, I believed that the problem was also internal. Over the past three years, I've spent literally thousands of hours sitting (or pacing) in my room and talking with myself about myself. I questioned everything I believed; I looked at every possible nook and crevice of my mind that I could think of. I foolishly thought that if I just kept pushing, I would eventually ascend to (or even accidentally stumble on) just the right insight, some optimal sequence of words or statements that would put me in a frame of mind that would lead to an escape from the emptiness that had grown within me.

Well, after three years, the realization I've come to is what you said in your post (the three years gave me the certainty to come to this conclusion). There is no meaning, and it's a fool's errand to search for one. That doesn't mean, however, that happiness is not possible or that we shouldn't live in spite of it. I recommend reading up on "absurdism." It corresponds quite closely to what I've arrived at myself, and might corroborate your experience as well.

man, that's scarily relatable. I think perhaps that may be the kind of realization that most of us will come at some point as we crave for answers. Other members have told me about absurdism as well, I didn't deepen very much on the subject but as far as I read I sympathized with the idea. What authors would you recommend me?

I don't get better because I can't help myself I can't deal with myself Right now I'm feeling guilty for missing this year I will try to recover all this, but in my way In my scenario I think I will probably never date, so I already have to get used to other things to try to avoid a high dose of sadness in the future I realized a small positive point in this situation: with the black pill you start to think about what really matters, simply so you don't go through a suicide situation

Yeah man I don't really know, I wish I could say no but as you can see I can't find the answers either. Maybe getting better would be just truly accepting things how they are and your incapability of doing anything about that gone year, but you know there's always the next year (as long as you're alive) so I wish you the best.

 

[caniwin]

man, that's scarily relatable. I think perhaps that may be the kind of realization that most of us will come at some point as we crave for answers. Other members have told me about absurdism as well, I didn't deepen very much on the subject but as far as I read I sympathized with the idea. What authors would you recommend me?

I just read some articles about it, I haven't read any of the source literature. However, Albert Camus has extensively covered the topic in his works, maybe check him out.

 

[Tenshi]

I just read some articles about it, I haven't read any of the source literature. However, Albert Camus has extensively covered the topic in his works, maybe check him out.

thanks boyo

kek'd

 

[Ropemaxx]

No. And dont let some copelet make you think otherwise

 

[Iwanttolive]

I feel it's only possible if u dun participate in society.

 

[muharremabi]

You can't kill ur ego

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I genuinely wonder if that's possible. At the moment, I consider myself a broken human. I lack most of the very necessary experiences that would be required to be a mentally health human being. I'm also blackpilled, which makes me unable to copemaxx with this reality, as I can no longer lie to myself.

I also feel empty due to the lack of meaning in my life and my incapacity of finding one that wouldn't be coping. There's also no hope left and our world is degenerate and alien to me, making me unable to fit within society. Although sometimes I wonder if I'd really like to, as humanity and modern society are utterly sick.

Tbh, I don't really believe that ascending would actually help me with this. Maybe it could have a few years ago, when I was a naive version of myself. Neither I think money will do. What will happen when I reach the end of the tunnel? I don't now. Something tells me that probably nothing.

That's how empty life is.

Yes, it’s called attaining enlightenment, a core transformation of the soul. I my personal experience, It came about after hitting emotional rock bottom and being destitute. Once there, you have nowhere to go but up. Lord shiva rebuilt me better than I ever was before.

 

[happiless]

The only long-term solution for a subhuman to overcome the misery of life is suicide.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

You can’t overcome the misery of life without death

 

[Iwanttolive]

It's possible, a recent widely known(and extreme) example is Thich Quang Duc, the Vietnamese monk.

No amount of drugs is able to achieve this, he has such high level of spiritual awakening that even fire does not make him flinch.
@Transcended Trucel thoughts?

 

[Transcended Trucel]

It's possible, a recent widely known(and extreme) example is Thich Quang Duc, the Vietnamese monk.

No amount of drugs is able to achieve this, he has such high level of spiritual awakening that even fire does not make him flinch.
@Transcended Trucel thoughts?

This is def possible but tends to take years to decades to achieve.

 

[Neggr]

The final blackpill is realizing that in modern times a long lasting relationship is damn near impossible and females are programmed to cheat