So when has post nut clarity hit the hardest for you? For me , it was a few months ago when I was jackin it in my bed. I came onto a tissue I had and just sat there. In the dark, no pants on, and out of breath. I realized I had to clean all this up, and this had me rattled. I thought of how this is what my life is gonna be for the next few decades till I rope. I started to cry a bit but fell asleep a little after. I still have vivid memories of this night 
