I drank a fuck ton of beer yesterday afternoon all the way into the night to numb the pain of my wisdom tooth. I’m gonna get it pulled which I’m already fucking nervous about, but in the meantime I figured I would distract myself by becoming drunk. It worked pretty good and I didn’t feel any pain, eventually going to sleep.
I fucking woke up around 1am and it felt like I had a fucking fever, my entire body felt hot and dehydrated so I turned my AC on. I walked to the kitchen and chugged two glasses of orange juice but this didn’t give me any relief, it just overfilled my stomach, so then I had to stay up and smoke some cigarettes while my tooth was throbbing in pain.
Then I got back to bed and the evil foid succubus entered my mind and tempted me to coom so I did, but my tooth pain somehow became even more severe. I was literally seizing and groaning from how badly this fucking wisdom tooth hurt, all because my fucking subhuman jaw isn’t large enough to support having them in the back of my mouth.
I didn’t end up falling asleep until 6am and even then I was still being woken up by the pain repeatedly, and it’s been shooting up to my ear and all around the right side of my head. So all this alcohol gave me is a terrible night’s sleep and a shitty hangover, not even worth it. And while I suffer from both physical and mental torment, the girl who rejected (old oneitis in middle/high school) me years ago is living happily as a nurse with a great income, and probably gets fucked by her boyfriend around the same time I hug my pillow at night and wish a woman actually loved me.
I wouldn’t feel like I need to get shitfaced and slowly destroy myself physically and mentally if I actually received the love I always wanted. For men who receive this love, it’s the driving force for all of their motivations whether they admit it or not. The reason I failed high school is because I had nothing and I couldn’t see myself ever having something. Foids didn’t pay attention to me because I’m unattractive and I was socially retarded. Now I’m a dropout with no job, slowly smoking myself to death with cigarettes I buy with NEETbuxx.
Why must I suffer alone? If only my female equivalent was a stinky NEET I could cuddle with all day instead of most likely being the biggest whore on the block for simply having a vagina
I fucking woke up around 1am and it felt like I had a fucking fever, my entire body felt hot and dehydrated so I turned my AC on. I walked to the kitchen and chugged two glasses of orange juice but this didn’t give me any relief, it just overfilled my stomach, so then I had to stay up and smoke some cigarettes while my tooth was throbbing in pain.
Then I got back to bed and the evil foid succubus entered my mind and tempted me to coom so I did, but my tooth pain somehow became even more severe. I was literally seizing and groaning from how badly this fucking wisdom tooth hurt, all because my fucking subhuman jaw isn’t large enough to support having them in the back of my mouth.
I didn’t end up falling asleep until 6am and even then I was still being woken up by the pain repeatedly, and it’s been shooting up to my ear and all around the right side of my head. So all this alcohol gave me is a terrible night’s sleep and a shitty hangover, not even worth it. And while I suffer from both physical and mental torment, the girl who rejected (old oneitis in middle/high school) me years ago is living happily as a nurse with a great income, and probably gets fucked by her boyfriend around the same time I hug my pillow at night and wish a woman actually loved me.
I wouldn’t feel like I need to get shitfaced and slowly destroy myself physically and mentally if I actually received the love I always wanted. For men who receive this love, it’s the driving force for all of their motivations whether they admit it or not. The reason I failed high school is because I had nothing and I couldn’t see myself ever having something. Foids didn’t pay attention to me because I’m unattractive and I was socially retarded. Now I’m a dropout with no job, slowly smoking myself to death with cigarettes I buy with NEETbuxx.
Why must I suffer alone? If only my female equivalent was a stinky NEET I could cuddle with all day instead of most likely being the biggest whore on the block for simply having a vagina
