Had such a strange dream

[opsec]

I was dreaming that I was in some bunker with a twelve year old. We were talking about Islam. And then he shot my in my shoulder and the bullet lodged into my chest. I started screaming "I'm gonna die". But then I stopped. This was a good thing. I began rejoicing that I would meet my lord. The dream progressed, I continued to bleed but I felt no pain. 

Having that hole in my shoulder was a ticket to everything I have ever wanted as a Muslim. I was so disappointed that I woke up perfectly fine. I truly hope I die soon.

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

>I truly hope I die soon.

join me

 

[opsec]

>I truly hope I die soon.

join me

I can't suicide. Allah must will it.

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

I can't suicide. Allah must will it.

>Allah must will it.

ohhh okk 

 

[nausea]

>I truly hope I die soon.

join me

12 days...

may you change your mind, stay with us

after all, fuck life

live in spite of everything, who cares

this existance is what it is 

Idk what I will do...

 

[jamho22]

u really believe that earning brownie points here will guarantee you pussy in the afterlife? Whatever makes you sleep at night bro

 

[Harvey_Weinstein_Hero]

12 days...

may you change your mind, stay with us

after all, fuck life

live in spite of everything, who cares

this existance is what it is 

Idk what I will do...

I don't LIVE I just exist. 

On my last day I will go into further details. my decision has already been made my decision has already been made

 

[nausea]

I don't LIVE I just exist. 

On my last day I will go into further details. my decision has already been made  my decision has already been made

me too, from many years

2 attempts boyo 2 attempts...

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u really believe that earning brownie points here will guarantee you pussy in the afterlife? Whatever makes you sleep at night bro

could not care less of afterlife pussy