Been rejected again, feel like complete shit, hopeless, test tomorrow, dont think Ill pass feeling like this. Im just sad, I wish I could be asexual or gay, but it wont just go away, I dont feel like I did anything "wrong" its just the default "No not for you, you must suffer.". Im running in circles.
Why is there no chance? NOTHING in life is like this, for everything you put work into it and you go somewhere and Im just treading water for the whole last 12 years with this, there is no progress, no gratification, no way ahead, nothing, Ive made 0 progress with women, I get the same result I got as a clueless 16 year old boy. For everything there is some way, some solution, not for this, it doesnt matter the circumstances, I feel like Im going insane. I had to get off the street today I was feeling so stressed out, seriously I was close to a breakdown of any rationality and about to attack some random passer by, I couldnt take it anymore.
Why is there no chance? NOTHING in life is like this, for everything you put work into it and you go somewhere and Im just treading water for the whole last 12 years with this, there is no progress, no gratification, no way ahead, nothing, Ive made 0 progress with women, I get the same result I got as a clueless 16 year old boy. For everything there is some way, some solution, not for this, it doesnt matter the circumstances, I feel like Im going insane. I had to get off the street today I was feeling so stressed out, seriously I was close to a breakdown of any rationality and about to attack some random passer by, I couldnt take it anymore.
