There is this guy from my church, 5/10 skinny, around 180cm 5'11, late twenties. He always looks kinda numb and closed, he barely speaks to anyone, never prays or sings.
Today he brought a girl to church, petite blonde, head and neck shorter than him, well built with pretty face, shes 6.5/10 at least, early twenties, she looks elegant, gentle feminine face with big eyes and full lips, dressed modestly and appropriate for the occasion with minimal makeup.
He wanted to share with everyone the testimony how God helped him, he said he prayed two years to meet his soul mate and at Christian New Year camp he met her, he said she is everything he prayed for, everything he ever wanted and much more.
He was an completely different person today, he was grinning the entire time from ear to ear, singing and praising the Lord loudly, he looked genuinely happy, he was friendly to everyone.
I am really happy for him, as far as I know this is his first gf. But when I realized she is his gf my heart sunk in and I felt like I'm entirely hollow, I couldn't help it feeling extremely envious, I wish I could experience the same.
I know it all sounds bluepilled and most likely during those 2 years while he prayed, she was whoring around and her appearance is posibly only an facade, still being with a girl he likes changed him for the better.