Venting Growing feelings

[tranny destroyer]

Has anyone been feeling more angry or something after a while? I’ve been feeling very mad and annoyed of everything and everyone. Everyday it feels the same and the only place I feel safe a comfortable is far away from people, I hate hearing people talk and kids screaming playing games outside. I had a headache today and some stupid fucking kid was screaming outside, it felt like my head was cracking open. I punched a hole in the wall and hit myself.

This has been a rough month. 2025 was a year I was meant to get better and do more, but it doesn’t matter now, 2026 has just begun and I feel like shit everyday. I wish I had no feelings, the only dignity I have is being angry and mad at those I hate and despise.

I know I’m not special and probably everyone here has gone through this and knows this, but I just wanted to say this because this has been some rough months. everyday I wonder why do I even try?
Wish me well I guess

 

[RealSchizo]

Nah I am becoming more content with my situation

 

[Kshatriya]

Do you try?

 

[tranny destroyer]

Do you try?

I was trying very hard in 2025,

 

[tranny destroyer]

Working out, saving money, reading, studying.

Do you try?

 

[Kshatriya]

Working out, saving money, reading, studying.

to achieve what?

 

[tranny destroyer]

to achieve what?

Health, Financial stability, becoming more educated and proficient, I want to go to college

 

[Kshatriya]

Health, Financial stability, becoming more educated and proficient, I want to go to college

That´s good, keep doing those activities and learn that you have to enjoy the process

 

[tranny destroyer]

That´s good, keep doing those activities and learn that you have to enjoy the process

I don’t enjoy anything, I hate reading I hate working out I hate saving money. Eating food and sleeping is the only thing I’ve been enjoying. Even playing games has become a drain

 

[Kshatriya]

I don’t enjoy anything, I hate reading I hate working out I hate saving money. Eating food and sleeping is the only thing I’ve been enjoying. Even playing games has become a drain

Listen, youngcel, you are not supposed to enjoy those things (but you end up enjoying them with time). Life is not a Hollywood movie where you get shredded in 2 minutes whilst some 80´s garbage hit plays in the back, things that are desired usually take lots of effort, plain and simple.
Throughout history men have not based their lives in enjoying stuff, if a man does the result is the soyboy. But I guess it´s easier to call it all a cope and waste all your day caring about what some IT trannies say about us.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Health, Financial stability, becoming more educated and proficient, I want to go to college

You're in for a rude awakening

I was trying very hard in 2025,

And all that trying led you to posting here
It's over grey

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

That´s good, keep doing those activities and learn that you have to enjoy the process

 

[Kshatriya]

Whatever helps you cope, buddy.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Whatever helps you cope, buddy.

Can't wait for your rope thread

 

[tranny destroyer]

Can't wait for your rope thread

I don’t even what to ascend, I just want to be happy or comfortable

 

[Kshatriya]

Can't wait for your rope thread

strong jeet vibes. I will never kill myself because of some pussy, we are not the same.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I don’t even what to ascend, I just want to be happy or comfortable

It's not up to you
So don't worry