Discussion Green veins under eyes and undereye darkness (and roughness)

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Search "green veins under eyes" and you won't find pictures of persons having this problem worse than I have it. I have thick, very visible green veins under both of my eyes. And very rough and dark skin under my eyes.

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(of course my picture would also contain nose full of blackheads/scars from them, face full of acne and scars, lots of nevi (moles?))

Anyone here having the same problem? I know it's rare. I don't ever remember seeing in real life a person with this condition.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

I've got genetic mid-cheek lines under both eyes and it's not a good look.
From what you've described, your condition is most likely worse than mine.
Other than that, we both share acne and acne scars.

How bad is your acne if you don't mind me asking?
Is it mild, moderate, or severe?

 

[Napoléoncel]

I don’t have those kinds of problems tbh. Wish the best for you brocel.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

WTF

I ALSO HAVE THIS

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

 

[slavcel11]

I have an incel friend with a shit like this. Looks disgusting but still better than bags or permanent dark circles.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

WTF

I ALSO HAVE THIS

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

How bad is it?

 

[Deleted member 22572]

@Zettacel @AutisticMonstrosity

I have it under both my eyes and on my temples.

It's really fucking bad. I haven't been able to find an image or an irl example of someone who has it worse than me.

It's usually the first thing that is brought up when I meet someone for the first time

Been told i look like I'm on heroine n all dat shit before or I look like a robot.

No idea on how to get rid of them do you?

 

[kikecel]

I feel this

 

[IHateeWomen]

i don't have visible veins but i have extreme undereye darkness, if i don't wear glasses I look like a zombie.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

I've got genetic mid-cheek lines under both eyes and it's not a good look.
From what you've described, your condition is most likely worse than mine.
Other than that, we both share acne and acne scars.

How bad is your acne if you don't mind me asking?
Is it mild, moderate, or severe?

I can't answer, since I've never been to doctor/assessed. I don't know what you call those individual pieces of "acne", but I get 5-10 new every day still at this age. Some really painful. But even severe acne is better than my whole package. Because you can treat it with isotretinoin and have whiteness back in your face (craters will remain, but you will get your colour and good skin back). I don't even know the condition/name that I have (had). It started quite suddenly when I was about 7-8 y.o. My parents never took me to doctor, because I was so ugly anyway that it did not matter and my looks has always been a taboo subject in my family and for my parents. When I was old enough that I could myself go to doctor, the damage was already done years ago (and I don't know whether or to what degree it could have been cured). I have permanent ugly, uneven redness, rough skin surface everywhere in the face, lots of nevi (there will be different thread about this, competition who has the most nevi in their head (and body)), nose (and nostril still with active blackheads) full of blackheads (or the grey spots that remain forever), blackheads also in other parts, 4 big cherry angiomas in my face (lots of small ones so new ones coming, my chest, arms, back etc. have a lot of cherry angiomas)... cherry angiomas in the forehead I hate, because they actually only appeared in my early 20s. New one makes me cry every time.

When I went to mandatory health check because of mandatory military service, the nurse offered to book a time with a doctor because of my acne without me broughting up the subject. I declined because it would have costed money and I did not even have a bank account then to pay the bills and possible meds. And most of all because the situation was beyond repair. That was over 12 years ago.

(I can't describe how I want these things because my lack of knowledge of English language, writing these takes very long time and I have to use a dictionary extensively because of lots of new words)

I don’t have those kinds of problems tbh. Wish the best for you brocel.

You wrote in some thread that your face is 1/10. Really?

WTF

I ALSO HAVE THIS

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

More specific?
How do you cope?

I have an incel friend with a shit like this. Looks disgusting but still better than bags or permanent dark circles.

I don't know what those are. I have permanent dark circles?

@Zettacel @AutisticMonstrosity

I have it under both my eyes and on my temples.

It's really fucking bad. I haven't been able to find an image or an irl example of someone who has it worse than me.

It's usually the first thing that is brought up when I meet someone for the first time

Been told i look like I'm on heroine n all dat shit before or I look like a robot.

No idea on how to get rid of them do you?

"I haven't been able to find an image or an irl example of someone who has it worse than me"

Same!

Why haven't you researched this?
I've of course read all there is about this subject the first moment it was possible. There is a very expensive laser treatment that is not effective and worth the money and risks.

 

[Deleted member 21324]

I can't answer, since I've never been to doctor/assessed. I don't know what you call those individual pieces of "acne", but I get 5-10 new every day still at this age. Some really painful. But even severe acne is better than my whole package. Because you can treat it with isotretinoin and have whiteness back in your face (craters will remain, but you will get your colour and good skin back). I don't even know the condition/name that I have (had). It started quite suddenly when I was about 7-8 y.o. My parents never took me to doctor, because I was so ugly anyway that it did not matter and my looks has always been a taboo subject in my family and for my parents. When I was old enough that I could myself go to doctor, the damage was already done years ago (and I don't know whether or to what degree it could have been cured). I have permanent ugly, uneven redness, rough skin surface everywhere in the face, lots of nevi (there will be different thread about this, competition who has the most nevi in their head (and body)), nose (and nostril still with active blackheads) full of blackheads (or the grey spots that remain forever), blackheads also in other parts, 4 big cherry angiomas in my face (lots of small ones so new ones coming, my chest, arms, back etc. have a lot of cherry angiomas)... cherry angiomas in the forehead I hate, because they actually only appeared in my early 20s. New one makes me cry every time.

When I went to mandatory health check because of mandatory military service, the nurse offered to book a time with a doctor because of my acne without me broughting up the subject. I declined because it would have costed money and I did not even have a bank account then to pay the bills and possible meds. And most of all because the situation was beyond repair. That was over 12 years ago.

(I can't describe how I want these things because my lack of knowledge of English language, writing these takes very long time and I have to use a dictionary extensively because of lots of new words)

Thanks for the lengthy reply bro, I really do appreciate the time you took to in order give me an insight on what you're dealing with.
Especially given the fact that English isn't your first language.
Also, don't worry man, you're English is perfectly fine and telligible.

I heavily relate to when you mentioned that looks are a taboo subject in your family.
I also dealt with shitty skin and still have moderate to severe acne that just wouldn't go away, no matter how hard I fucking try.
When I first started having breakouts from an early age, my parents didn't fucking care. They basically told me to "wait it out" because it's "natural" and it'll "go away on its own".
Now I'm suffering the consequences from their selfish actions because not only do I still have said acne, but my face is permanently fucked from the scarring that ensues with it.
Even when I get "clear skin" (if ever) I'll still have fucked up skin in the form of acne scarring.

You mentioned how you have cherry angiomas on your face.
My condolences man, I can definitely see how fucking frustration and rage-inducing that can be.
Skin plays a pivotal role in attraction and if you're already ugly, then it's pretty much a death sentence.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I can't answer, since I've never been to doctor/assessed. I don't know what you call those individual pieces of "acne", but I get 5-10 new every day still at this age. Some really painful. But even severe acne is better than my whole package. Because you can treat it with isotretinoin and have whiteness back in your face (craters will remain, but you will get your colour and good skin back). I don't even know the condition/name that I have (had). It started quite suddenly when I was about 7-8 y.o. My parents never took me to doctor, because I was so ugly anyway that it did not matter and my looks has always been a taboo subject in my family and for my parents. When I was old enough that I could myself go to doctor, the damage was already done years ago (and I don't know whether or to what degree it could have been cured). I have permanent ugly, uneven redness, rough skin surface everywhere in the face, lots of nevi (there will be different thread about this, competition who has the most nevi in their head (and body)), nose (and nostril still with active blackheads) full of blackheads (or the grey spots that remain forever), blackheads also in other parts, 4 big cherry angiomas in my face (lots of small ones so new ones coming, my chest, arms, back etc. have a lot of cherry angiomas)... cherry angiomas in the forehead I hate, because they actually only appeared in my early 20s. New one makes me cry every time.

When I went to mandatory health check because of mandatory military service, the nurse offered to book a time with a doctor because of my acne without me broughting up the subject. I declined because it would have costed money and I did not even have a bank account then to pay the bills and possible meds. And most of all because the situation was beyond repair. That was over 12 years ago.

(I can't describe how I want these things because my lack of knowledge of English language, writing these takes very long time and I have to use a dictionary extensively because of lots of new words)


You wrote in some thread that your face is 1/10. Really?


More specific?
How do you cope?


I don't know what those are. I have permanent dark circles?


"I haven't been able to find an image or an irl example of someone who has it worse than me"

Same!

Why haven't you researched this?
I've of course read all there is about this subject the first moment it was possible. There is a very expensive laser treatment that is not effective and worth the money and risks.

Ye back when it was emotionally affecting me rlly badly and I used to cry just from lookin at the mirror and seeing those veins I looked online and I saw this laser treatment thing and I remember it saying there is loads of risks like goin blind, the veins comin back and more. I don't know if I would do it even if I had the money.

Do you know why we have the veins? Is it to do with blood pressure or eye strain or not enough sleep or sittin on computer for too long? Do u have any idea what the cause of this is?

 

[Deleted member 21324]

@Zettacel @AutisticMonstrosity

I have it under both my eyes and on my temples.

It's really fucking bad. I haven't been able to find an image or an irl example of someone who has it worse than me.

It's usually the first thing that is brought up when I meet someone for the first time

Been told i look like I'm on heroine n all dat shit before or I look like a robot.

No idea on how to get rid of them do you?

I've got a pretty good understanding of what you're talking about.
I've seen plenty of people in real life that have these veins through the surface of their face, whether it is from the eye area and or temples.
Regardless, I'm pretty sure there's not much you can do about it.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Thanks for the lengthy reply bro, I really do appreciate the time you took to in order give me an insight on what you're dealing with.
Especially given the fact that English isn't your first language.
Also, don't worry man, you're English is perfectly fine and telligible.

I heavily relate to when you mentioned that looks are a taboo subject in your family.
I also dealt with shitty skin and still have moderate to severe acne that just wouldn't go away, no matter how hard I fucking try.
When I first started having breakouts from an early age, my parents didn't fucking care. They basically told me to "wait it out" because it's "natural" and it'll "go away on its own".
Now I'm suffering the consequences from their selfish actions because not only do I still have said acne, but my face is permanently fucked from the scarring that ensues with it.
Even when I get "clear skin" (if ever) I'll still have fucked up skin in the form of acne scarring.

You mentioned how you have cherry angiomas on your face.
My condolences man, I can definitely see how fucking frustration and rage-inducing that can be.
Skin plays a pivotal role in attraction and if you're already ugly, then it's pretty much a death sentence.

I did not even have the courage to ask them to bring me to doctor. I have always pretended like I don't care how I look (but of course I do care very much!). The key years I did not even know that there are medicines for acne etc. I thought it was because of no skin care, washing etc. I could not even wash my face because it was so dry and I had no moisturising cream (and I was afraid that they would hear/see me washing my face). And I did not have the courage to ask for it (I though strategically complained many times over my very dry skin, but they did not give a shit while they bought many kinds of products for my sister (who is normal/beautiful looking)). I was astonished when I heard years later (at something like 13-14 years old) that acne is not caused by lack of skin care, and there are eatable pills for it.

Even if I had normal skin, no visible green veins et cetera, I still have autism (30 y.o. with no work history and on minimum disability pension) and no formal education and I am 169 cm. And small dick also (no woman has ever seen it erect so I've not given much thought for it). Facial structures and symmetry is clearly below average also.

The worst thing about my father is that years later when I was already living on my own I acquired the knowledge that he himself took isotretinoin in his early twenties! And he never even told me that there are meds for bad skin. He has always preferred my sister in everything. I hate him. Haven't talked to him in years.

It really is selfish like you said. Even if it would probably not make any difference in life outcomes, it is worth curing everyone's skin problems to feel better and less trash.

Cherry angiomas suck especially because one can't do anything to prevent and cure them. I am never in the sunshine for example (I have lots of nevi (including multiple really big and black ones in the face) also and at risk of skin cancer because of them).

you're

should be "your"

Ye back when it was emotionally affecting me rlly badly and I used to cry just from lookin at the mirror and seeing those veins I looked online and I saw this laser treatment thing and I remember it saying there is loads of risks like goin blind, the veins comin back and more. I don't know if I would do it even if I had the money.

Do you know why we have the veins? Is it to do with blood pressure or eye strain or not enough sleep or sittin on computer for too long? Do u have any idea what the cause of this is?

"blood pressure"? No, I've always had low blood pressure.
"eye strain"? I don't understand what this is.
"not enough sleep?" Nothing to do with it.
"sittin on computer for too long?" I have had VERY visible green veins under eyes probably from birth. The first time I saw myself in the mirror and understood that it was me, I already had them. I was maybe 3-5 years old then. I have had permadepression since. I started using a computer much later!

"Do u have any idea what the cause of this is?"

Bad luck when you are made.