I was taking the bus at the same time some middle or high schoolers (I couldn't really tell) were getting on the bus. I was surrounded by middle school friend groups talking, having fun, living a life full of hope. JBs talking animatedly with their guy friends. All I could think about was how I never experienced any of that. I got heightmogged by most of the guys and even a couple of the girls. There's nothing that can fix the impact that experiencing something like that has on someone. I was feeling extreme sadness mixed with anger. I closed my eyes and turned the music up to try to hide from them. They were so close to me, it was terrifying. I can't believe this is what my life has ended up like. I am scared and impacted so much by some middle schoolers on a bus that I am still thinking about it hours later. I don't think even I can fathom how over it is for me.
