This lesbian foid texted me to go on a videocall and I agreed because i was bored as fuck, rotting in a dark room as usual. Once the call started I could see her chilling at a friends house. I sensed that her demeanor was different, she was acting all tough and shit. She was also talking to her friend instead of me. Not long after being in the call she wanted to show me to her friend and said "You'll probably think hes creepy".
I started to feel pretty bad. I thought she was one of the only people that wouldnt mention my looks
. I hung up fairly quickly after that. Thought about blocking her and just ending my social life right there and then. She was the last friend i had left, I blocked my other friend because he was throwing ad hominems at me everytime we got in a discussion.
[UWSL]But first I asked her why she called me creepy. She started blaming her friend. She basically started gaslighting me that I heard it wrong and that her friend said it and not her. She also started playing the victim, that its 'always her' and that's shes going to punish herself by cutting her arm.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]After walking around town listening to "creep" and other sad songs like a true doomer I felt okay again. I did something cucked, I Jesusmaxxed. I put up with it and said "its okay, your friend did it and not you" even though i knew it was the other way around. But I don't know if this will work because I still feel resentful towards her. I just wanted to give it a try because theres already so many people ive broken up with due to being ugly. I think its really hard to have friends when you're both ugly and sensitive.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]so yeah, i wonder if this relationship will last. I ask myself if I should have any friends to begin with. When the same shit always happens. Like I said in my earlier posts, maybe I'm just meant to isolate myself like a real truecel. No people no problem.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Maybe you think I make a big deal out of this. I just want to say that I'm really sensitive and experience emotions very strongly. People have told me before that I shouldnt take stuff like being called ugly so serious but i have autism and it really makes me feel down. So yeah that was my story boys thanks for reading this far[/UWSL]
I started to feel pretty bad. I thought she was one of the only people that wouldnt mention my looks
. I hung up fairly quickly after that. Thought about blocking her and just ending my social life right there and then. She was the last friend i had left, I blocked my other friend because he was throwing ad hominems at me everytime we got in a discussion.[UWSL]But first I asked her why she called me creepy. She started blaming her friend. She basically started gaslighting me that I heard it wrong and that her friend said it and not her. She also started playing the victim, that its 'always her' and that's shes going to punish herself by cutting her arm.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]After walking around town listening to "creep" and other sad songs like a true doomer I felt okay again. I did something cucked, I Jesusmaxxed. I put up with it and said "its okay, your friend did it and not you" even though i knew it was the other way around. But I don't know if this will work because I still feel resentful towards her. I just wanted to give it a try because theres already so many people ive broken up with due to being ugly. I think its really hard to have friends when you're both ugly and sensitive.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]so yeah, i wonder if this relationship will last. I ask myself if I should have any friends to begin with. When the same shit always happens. Like I said in my earlier posts, maybe I'm just meant to isolate myself like a real truecel. No people no problem.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Maybe you think I make a big deal out of this. I just want to say that I'm really sensitive and experience emotions very strongly. People have told me before that I shouldnt take stuff like being called ugly so serious but i have autism and it really makes me feel down. So yeah that was my story boys thanks for reading this far
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