I first want to thank everyone who personally took some time to message me when they did not have to. There are some really kind people on this forum and it’s a shame we had to meet in this manner. In another life I dreamed we all met at a party, or a great job, had happy lives and families. But the true nature of this thread is something of the other. This will be my final post on incels.is.
Anytime someone takes their own life people start to point the finger to what exactly led up to this, what exactly drove someone to do this. Many will think that incles.me and its “toxic” user base will be to blame. But I’m stating this clearly – neither this forum, nor any of its users had ANYTHING to do with my decision. I made up my mind many months before this site even came to be.
Throughout my entire life, I have been an outcast. I’ve have spent countless hours pondering alone in my apartment why this is. I have legitimately never had a friend in real life or anyone I could consider close to. Sure you meet people in school or at work but they were never my “friends”. No one ever called me no one ever asked me to do anything with them. And I don’t even blame them. Why would anyone want to associate with someone who does nothing all day but sulk and rot. A few years ago I tried to change my life and better myself. I put myself out there and came out of my confront zone, only to be bombarded by the worst case of realization the world could ever offer. Your face and looks define your value before anyone even knows who you are. When you wake up every morning, look in the mirror and are overcome with depression and sadness what life left is there to live? I do not live anymore, I purely exist in a world where everything is moving forward and I am staying still. Imagine one of those videos where someone is standing still for a long time while everyone passes them on the street sped up, that is how I feel every day. I wish this torture upon no one.
As I fumble to type this my heart is beginning to race. I have never felt so anxious about anything in my entire life; it is the one true thing I can control. I’d like to say to my fellow incel brothers do not give up hope, maybe someday you to will be free of these chains and no longer held down by inceldom.
I will die a kissless virgin – but let’s not think I never tried. I have tried everything – tinder, bumble, bars, clubs, meetups, co-workers. I can’t even count or remember the amount of times I was rejected. It has to be in the thousands at this point. I COULD NOT EVEN GET A SINGLE DATE. This was soul crushing to me. Why could I not even land a single date with any women? Where my standards to high? Was it something I said? No no no no, it was my face. I lost the genetic lottery and this was my destiny. All I ever wanted was to be loved by someone as much as I loved them, this is the only thing I have ever wanted but I know this will never happen….
My proof is I’m 25 years old and I live in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I’m not going to post a picture of my gun or face or anything like that. Check local news sites about a young man’s suicide and that will be me. I’m not a troll, nor an imposter just a subhuman who lost before I even knew there was a game. When this post is 1hr old I will be gone.
Goodbye Brothers
– Harvey
Anytime someone takes their own life people start to point the finger to what exactly led up to this, what exactly drove someone to do this. Many will think that incles.me and its “toxic” user base will be to blame. But I’m stating this clearly – neither this forum, nor any of its users had ANYTHING to do with my decision. I made up my mind many months before this site even came to be.
Throughout my entire life, I have been an outcast. I’ve have spent countless hours pondering alone in my apartment why this is. I have legitimately never had a friend in real life or anyone I could consider close to. Sure you meet people in school or at work but they were never my “friends”. No one ever called me no one ever asked me to do anything with them. And I don’t even blame them. Why would anyone want to associate with someone who does nothing all day but sulk and rot. A few years ago I tried to change my life and better myself. I put myself out there and came out of my confront zone, only to be bombarded by the worst case of realization the world could ever offer. Your face and looks define your value before anyone even knows who you are. When you wake up every morning, look in the mirror and are overcome with depression and sadness what life left is there to live? I do not live anymore, I purely exist in a world where everything is moving forward and I am staying still. Imagine one of those videos where someone is standing still for a long time while everyone passes them on the street sped up, that is how I feel every day. I wish this torture upon no one.
As I fumble to type this my heart is beginning to race. I have never felt so anxious about anything in my entire life; it is the one true thing I can control. I’d like to say to my fellow incel brothers do not give up hope, maybe someday you to will be free of these chains and no longer held down by inceldom.
I will die a kissless virgin – but let’s not think I never tried. I have tried everything – tinder, bumble, bars, clubs, meetups, co-workers. I can’t even count or remember the amount of times I was rejected. It has to be in the thousands at this point. I COULD NOT EVEN GET A SINGLE DATE. This was soul crushing to me. Why could I not even land a single date with any women? Where my standards to high? Was it something I said? No no no no, it was my face. I lost the genetic lottery and this was my destiny. All I ever wanted was to be loved by someone as much as I loved them, this is the only thing I have ever wanted but I know this will never happen….
My proof is I’m 25 years old and I live in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I’m not going to post a picture of my gun or face or anything like that. Check local news sites about a young man’s suicide and that will be me. I’m not a troll, nor an imposter just a subhuman who lost before I even knew there was a game. When this post is 1hr old I will be gone.
Goodbye Brothers
– Harvey
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