It's Over Gonna tell someone who is close to me about my small penis and suïcide plan

[deleted dude]

There is no joy left for me on this planet. I’m gonna write the complete story tomorrow, but I just messaged my old female black Barber, who views me like a Son, and treated me better than any Foid before (she cut my hair ever since I was 6) about some of my issues. I also told her about me having a small penis, and that all joy of life is gone from me.

We have been talking frequently lately about my problems. I havent brouhht this up yet though. I will be honest to her, and tell her I am planning on ending my life this summer. This decision has a clear reason. There is a lot I want to tell you Guys, but for now, I will end it here. Me being a Manlet, autistic, short Dick roach with a horrible family has made me finally succumb to my death. I’m going to tell everything tomorrow; what happened the last few years, all my knowledge, experiences, and the memories that I have with me. I am being serious about this: I will find a way the next 4 months to do a few more things that I always wanted to do, and then I Will end my life. I hope my pain finally will end this year. I Think I have truly given up

@LastGerman @Sir Silentium @wereq I consider you three to be the Coolest bros on here. I wish I could have made some friends on Here who I can meet, but I have always enjoyed the interactions and posts with and from you Guys. Tomorrow is a big day

 

[Usopp-sama]

I know a guy who told people he knows IRL about his suicide plan and he got feded and forced to take pills.

 

[deleted dude]

I know a guy who told people he knows IRL about his suicide plan and he got feded and forced to take pills.

I will make sure they won’t be able to get me. I just hope I ca trust just 1 person in my life. Thats it. I won’t tell anyone Else. I will have a way to kill myself anyway before they get me

 

[cathuluelitist]

Don't rope, you'll miss the revolution.

 

[Dantalion]

I hope you can overcome this, but if you can't, the only advice I can give is that if you're going to commit suicide, make sure you actually do it. A failed suicide attempt can lead to much, much worse consequences than your life already has.

 

[FEMCELS FANTASY]

If you actually go through with it may you find peace in Svongarde.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

I can't blame anyone who wants to commit suicide.

Some people are just born cursed.

 

[AdExpress]

can't be that small. plus if you're incel the size matters a lot less anyways

 

[deleted dude]

Don't rope, you'll miss the revolution.

There Will be None. All this life is is suffering

 

[deleted dude]

I hope you can overcome this, but if you can't, the only advice I can give is that if you're going to commit suicide, make sure you actually do it. A failed suicide attempt can lead to much, much worse consequences than your life already has.

It won’t fail. I will make sure if I do so I can’t recover

 

[Clit CFO]

Bro you have the power to choose which path you go down. Take up a hobby that pushes you outside your comfort zone, find out something new about yourself. There is hope, don't let others perception of you stop you from achieving something great. We don't know each other but I'm certain you can achieve greatness if you just keep pushing. I believe in you. hopium maxing for you brother, I pray you stick around. Much love my man, I hope to see you post about some positive progress.

 

[deleted dude]

If you actually go through with it may you find peace in Svongarde.

I Think I will. Perhaps if the black lady can somehow give me lifefuel I won’t do it. I won’t directly say I will commit suicide but tell her that I am thinking about dying. She’s the only person who likes me for some reason. Not romantic in any way, but perhaps she feels sorry for me ig

I will share my elaborate plan tomorrow. Details that can flank me won’t be shared but I Think living and coping for me won’t have any use whatsoever anymore. I have been severely beaten and bullied all my life, and simple can’t take it anymore

 

[deleted dude]

Bro you have the power to choose which path you go down. Take up a hobby that pushes you outside your comfort zone, find out something new about yourself. There is hope, don't let others perception of you stop you from achieving something great. We don't know each other but I'm certain you can achieve greatness if you just keep pushing. I believe in you. hopium maxing for you brother, I pray you stick around. Much love my man, I hope to see you post about some positive progress.

Stfu you talk like a FOID. It is because of FOIDS AND NORMIES MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE UNDERSTAND THAT IS WHY

 

[LastGerman]

can't be that small. plus if you're incel the size matters a lot less anyways

He writes a thread about ending himself and yet you write this while 2 hours ago you made this thread:

Oofy doofy husband cucked by 13yo student

https://nypost.com/2026/03/18/us-news/colorado-school-secretary-admitted-to-sex-with-boy-13-multiple-times/?utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter&utm_campaign=nypost "A Colorado middle school secretary is on the lam after authorities say she sexually abused a 13-year-old student for months –...

incels.is

And you specifically highlighted this part:

You made a good thread and you also made good threads about this before and now you are saying this?

 

[literallyretarded]

There is no joy left for me on this planet. I’m gonna write the complete story tomorrow, but I just messaged my old female black Barber, who views me like a Son, and treated me better than any Foid before (she cut my hair ever since I was 6) about some of my issues. I also told her about me having a small penis, and that all joy of life is gone from me.

We have been talking frequently lately about my problems. I havent brouhht this up yet though. I will be honest to her, and tell her I am planning on ending my life this summer. This decision has a clear reason. There is a lot I want to tell you Guys, but for now, I will end it here. Me being a Manlet, autistic, short Dick roach with a horrible family has made me finally succumb to my death. I’m going to tell everything tomorrow; what happened the last few years, all my knowledge, experiences, and the memories that I have with me. I am being serious about this: I will find a way the next 4 months to do a few more things that I always wanted to do, and then I Will end my life. I hope my pain finally will end this year. I Think I have truly given up

@LastGerman @Sir Silentium @wereq I consider you three to be the Coolest bros on here. I wish I could have made some friends on Here who I can meet, but I have always enjoyed the interactions and posts with and from you Guys. Tomorrow is a big day

brutal mang i dont know you but its always sad when an incel kills himself i hope you find peace bro.

 

[Clit CFO]

Stfu you talk like a FOID. It is because of FOIDS AND NORMIES MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE UNDERSTAND THAT IS WHY

Then surround yourself with people that actually value you. If you have a strong distain for foids and normies than why seek validation from them. Quit focusing on getting their validation when you don't even like them. You'll get more gratitude from people that you actually want around.

I am speaking from experience man, we struggle with the same shit and I'm just trying to help. There is a better life for you but it all depends on how you choose to approach the situation. We have a strong community of people here that have your back, remember that.

 

[wereq]

Don't tell a foid. She could end up reporting you to the authorities.

 

[deleted dude]

He writes a thread about ending himself and yet you write this while 2 hours ago you made this thread:

Oofy doofy husband cucked by 13yo student

https://nypost.com/2026/03/18/us-news/colorado-school-secretary-admitted-to-sex-with-boy-13-multiple-times/?utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter&utm_campaign=nypost "A Colorado middle school secretary is on the lam after authorities say she sexually abused a 13-year-old student for months –...

incels.is

And you specifically highlighted this part:


You made a good thread and you also made good threads about this before and now you are saying this?

My small penis is a big reason why I have been depressed for a long time. My top 3 reasons are my ND, manlet height, and short dick. People who are blessed with all three don't know how good they have it. Not even that: only having a big penis would have made my life a lot better, but people here won't realize how badly it impacts your life unless they happen to have a small package themselevs

 

[deleted dude]

brutal mang i dont know you but its always sad when an incel kills himself i hope you find peace bro.

I just want my suffering to end. That is all. The love of a foid who would love me unconditionally would already make my life a lot more sufferable. I coulnd't even get that from my own pos mom. I genuinely hope she dies a painful death this year

 

[deleted dude]

Then surround yourself with people that actually value you. If you have a strong distain for foids and normies than why seek validation from them. Quit focusing on getting their validation when you don't even like them. You'll get more gratitude from people that you actually want around.

I am speaking from experience man, we struggle with the same shit and I'm just trying to help. There is a better life for you but it all depends on how you choose to approach the situation. We have a strong community of people here that have your back, remember that.

no one has ever wanted me around and it won't happen. That ship has already sailed. All I have are some brothers on here

 

[deleted dude]

Don't tell a foid. She could end up reporting you to the authorities.

she's a 60+ year old black woman. How likely would you estimate the chances of her doing that? I do agree with you normally, also on this topic; that is why I won't directly say I will kill myself, but tell her I am not willing to live anymore. perhaps a more watered down version

 

[Clit CFO]

no one has ever wanted me around and it won't happen. That ship has already sailed. All I have are some brothers on here

Stick it out for your brothers here man. I'd hate to see someone else fall victim to this shit.

 

[cathuluelitist]

There Will be None. All this life is is suffering

I predict one. We are currently in Zivilisation, where the forgotten masses go on strike and channel their energy into an toll-pot dictator. This has happened countless times in history where a society becomes ungovernable and a Caesar figure arises in which he'll speak directly to the virilty of the fellahin. This leader will not even be interested in fellahin rights, but will in fact channel the nihilistic energy of the fellahin to collapse the husk of the regime.

I predict this will happen in the next four years (BTW I also was the one who predicted the Charlie Kirk assassination on SaidIt) and I also predicted the Iran war.

 

[foidslayer4ever]

Aye man, your small penis and inceldom is no grounds to kill yourself because if it was, you would be able to "off" yourself with conviction. But even though you want to die, your heart still beats, even though your brain is still with the idea that death is better.

Do you ever wonder why, even though we want to die, our heart still beats.

With our brain we can control anything about our lives yet we can't control our heartbeat, do you ever wonder why?

 

[deleted dude]

I predict one. We are currently in Zivilisation, where the forgotten masses go on strike and channel their energy into an toll-pot dictator. This has happened countless times in history where a society becomes ungovernable and a Caesar figure arises in which he'll speak directly to the virilty of the fellahin. This leader would not be interested in fellahin rights, but would channel the nihilistic energy of the fellahin to collapse the husk of the regime.

I predict this will happen in the next four years (BTW I also was the one who predicted the Charlie Kirk assassination on SaidIt) and I also predicted the Iran war.

It won't give me sex, love, a big penis, affection, or belonging. Those are the only things I want

 

[deleted dude]

Stick it out for your brothers here man. I'd hate to see someone else fall victim to this shit.

This platform is not enough for me to stay alive. If I decide to go through with it, I will tell my fellow incels all life lessons I have to make their lives as bearable as possible

 

[deleted dude]

Aye man, your small penis and inceldom is no grounds to kill yourself because if it was, you would be able to "off" yourself with conviction. But even though you want to die, your heart still beats, even though your brain is still with the idea that death is better.

Do you ever wonder why, even though we want to die, our heart still beats.

With our brain we can control anything about our lives yet we can't control our heartbeat, do you ever wonder why?

that is giga cope man. I understand your intentions, but then according to you, nothing is a reason to off myself, because I can't voluntarily control my brain to cause a cardiac arrest.

 

[deleted dude]

Don't get me wrong: I do appreciate the concern, but I am confident I am set on doing this. I had a plan some years ago that I would kill myself abroad. Probably somewhere in either south africa or japan after a good travel. it was my dream always to go to one or both of these places, so it would be a fitting end for me

 

[foidslayer4ever]

that is giga cope man. I understand your intentions, but then according to you, nothing is a reason to off myself, because I can't voluntarily control my brain to cause a cardiac arrest.

Yes that's exactly my point, suicide is never a logical reason to end your life.

You want to kill yourself because of your situation and what happened?

It's a reaction if you understand that then you will never want to kill yourself because you are disposed to want to live naturally.

 

[deleted dude]

Yes that's exactly my point, suicide is never a logical reason to end your life.

You want to kill yourself because of your situation and what happened?

It's a reaction if you understand that then you will never want to kill yourself because you are disposed to want to live naturally.

being suicidal doesn't work like that. Idc that my brain won't voluntarily kill me. I can logically conclude that my life is simply not worth living. I also want to have the autonomy to make this decision for myself. My whole life, I have not been able to control anything. Suicide is the only thing that I can truly control, and it gives me great peace that I can finally end the experiences I have no control over, which is life basically

 

[deleted dude]

I haven't been able to control my intelligence, my family, how people treat me, my dick size, my ethnicity, my height, and the list could go on endlessly. if you have taken the full bp, you will realize everything is pure luck: heck, even your personality and what you will do and achieve is luck. Everything is connected anyway. We truly can't fully control anything but death if you think about it deeply

 

[foidslayer4ever]

being suicidal doesn't work like that. Idc that my brain won't voluntarily kill me. I can logically conclude that my life is simply not worth living. I also want to have the autonomy to make this decision for myself. My whole life, I have not been able to control anything. Suicide is the only thing that I can truly control, and it gives me great peace that I can finally end the experiences I have no control over, which is life basically

If you didn't have a small penis and were tall, would you kill yourself? Obviously not.

So you aren't killing yourself because life has no value, you are killing yourself because you "noticed" that you are in a disadvantageous point in your life.

It's a reaction in every sense of the world

 

[cathuluelitist]

It won't give me sex, love, a big penis, affection, or belonging. Those are the only things I want

It will because women will probably be institutionalized and be forced to give sex to the incels for higher virility.

 

[deleted dude]

If you didn't have a small penis and were tall, would you kill yourself? Obviously not.

So you aren't killing yourself because life has no value, you are killing yourself because you "noticed" that you are in a disadvantageous point in your life.

It's a reaction in every sense of the world

indeed. So, because of my terrible genetics, I want to cease to operate this cursed roach flesh prison I am currently in. If the universe or whatever can give me a more able body, I would gladly swap with that.

 

[foidslayer4ever]

I haven't been able to control my intelligence, my family, how people treat me, my dick size, my ethnicity, my height, and the list could go on endlessly. if you have taken the full bp, you will realize everything is pure luck: heck, even your personality and what you will do and achieve is luck. Everything is connected anyway. We truly can't fully control anything but death if you think about it deeply

so your lack of control in your life has made you want to kill yourself, but ask yourself when you were a baby and a little kid, did you want to die? Obviously not, you only want this NOW because of what is happening maybe a bit before but also mainly NOW.
no?

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

Don't rope, you'll miss the revolution.

Stop coping. No revolution in sight

 

[deleted dude]

It will because women will probably be institutionalized and be forced to give sex to the incels for higher virility.

 

[deleted dude]

Stop coping. No revolution in sight

 

[deleted dude]

so your lack of control in your life has made you want to kill yourself, but ask yourself when you were a baby and a little kid, did you want to die? Obviously not, you only want this NOW because of what is happening maybe a bit before but also mainly NOW.
no?

I think my reasons are clear

 

[foidslayer4ever]

indeed. So, because of my terrible genetics, I want to cease to operate this cursed roach flesh prison I am currently in. If the universe or whatever can give me a more able body, I would gladly swap with that.

Ok great we can agree that it is a reaction and you understand that it is a reaction ONLY to your terrible genetics.

Can I go on a limb and say that, what bothers about your terrible genetics, is not that they are terrible but because of the treatment you get in this Asymmetric world where status and looks and hierarchy matters more than the individual like you?

 

[LastGerman]

My small penis is a big reason why I have been depressed for a long time. My top 3 reasons are my ND, manlet height, and short dick. People who are blessed with all three don't know how good they have it. Not even that: only having a big penis would have made my life a lot better, but people here won't realize how badly it impacts your life unless they happen to have a small package themselevs

It never ends:

Aye man, your small penis and inceldom is no grounds to kill yourself because if it was, you would be able to "off" yourself with conviction. But even though you want to die, your heart still beats, even though your brain is still with the idea that death is better.

Do you ever wonder why, even though we want to die, our heart still beats.

With our brain we can control anything about our lives yet we can't control our heartbeat, do you ever wonder why?

Just for the sake of it I will ask. You do not have to answer directly. Do you have a big penis?

 

[cathuluelitist]

Stop coping. No revolution in sight

You people saying this to me remind me of the backwood cousin British elitist who said there would be no revolution by the colonies.

 

[deleted dude]

Ok great we can agree that it is a reaction and you understand that it is a reaction ONLY to your terrible genetics.

Can I go on a limb and say that, what bothers about your terrible genetics, is not that they are terrible but because of the treatment you get in this Asymmetric world where status and looks and hierarchy matters more than the individual like you?

cause and effect are irrelevant since the reality won't change that I can't have sex, can't be loved, and can't have the things I am biologically programmed to crave and urge. Even my own mother made fun of my small penis. hating small men and small penises are universal traits, just like being ND is a trait that is hated by everyone

 

[foidslayer4ever]

It never ends:


Just for the sake of it I will ask. You do not have to answer directly. Do you have a big penis?

No, but i understand that me being bothered by it (a reaction) and concluding my life is not worth living because of the small penis itself but rather because of how society treats me.

We internally want to belong to society and be part of it, and when we fail for unfair reasons (looks, status, and hierarchy), we feel anger, depression, sorrow, and the alike because in our souls we have this belief in fairness, we are pleading for fairness in a world that doesn't care.

Once your ideals of life are shattered (like fairness and merit based judgement) and our whole idea of what life is supposed to be like, we fall into "conclusions" that life is worthless because I'm worthless in society.

Have you ever tool a step back and asked yourself, why belong if you are rejected? Why instead of trying to get validation (love, acceptance, community) from the outside, why not look in the inside?

 

[foidslayer4ever]

cause and effect are irrelevant since the reality won't change that I can't have sex, can't be loved, and can't have the things I am biologically programmed to crave and urge. Even my own mother made fun of my small penis. hating small men and small penises are universal traits, just like being ND is a trait that is hated by everyone

Soo you are killing yourself because the world has rejected you?

But between yourself, if the world didn't exist, and your mother nor anyone ever knew you and you were alone would you still go through with it?

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

You people saying this to me remind me of the backwood cousin British elitist who said there would be no revolution by the colonies.

To say false equivalency would be a severe understatement. I know reality is harsh, but stop coping.

 

[Tetsuya]

oh hell no if she knows where you live or even your name, then dont tell her unless you wanna get 5250'd because cops can find you based on just name alone these days. she isnt gonna just listen and nod and then let you go an hero yourself. if you really need to tell someone, do it very last minute when you will actually kill yourself so nobody can stop you, not tell someone NOW because you're not gonna have the next 4 months to just be free and enjoy yourself, you'll be forced into a psych ward and forced to take jewpills while accumulating more medical debt (yes they make you pay for involuntary hold) and then you will leave with even worse life situation. Dont fucking tell no one. Also if she is the only person who is nice to you, why the fuck would you put this on her and make her worry even more for you? Truly no good deed goes unpunished.

At least get a credit card and go enjoy traveling somewhere you usually wouldnt, go hire a hooker, have fun with shrooms and LSD and molly and DMT before dying

 

[LastGerman]

No

Fair enough.

but i understand that me being bothered by it (a reaction) and concluding my life is not worth living because of the small penis itself but rather because of how society treats me.

We internally want to belong to society and be part of it, and when we fail for unfair reasons (looks, status, and hierarchy), we feel anger, depression, sorrow, and the alike because in our souls we have this belief in fairness, we are pleading for fairness in a world that doesn't care.

Once your ideals of life are shattered (like fairness and merit based judgement) and our whole idea of what life is supposed to be like, we fall into "conclusions" that life is worthless because I'm worthless in society.

Have you ever tool a step back and asked yourself, why belong if you are rejected? Why instead of trying to get validation (love, acceptance, community) from the outside, why not look in the inside?

It is not about "society". @GeckoBus made a good thread about it.

 

[literallyretarded]

I just want my suffering to end. That is all. The love of a foid who would love me unconditionally would already make my life a lot more sufferable. I coulnd't even get that from my own pos mom. I genuinely hope she dies a painful death this year

yea man life is brutal its either cope or rope i will rope one day to as will most of us just make sure your certain and there's nothing you want to live for even if its as small as wanting to see a the new season of a show hope you find peace mang.

 

[deleted dude]

No, but i understand that me being bothered by it (a reaction) and concluding my life is not worth living because of the small penis itself but rather because of how society treats me.

We internally want to belong to society and be part of it, and when we fail for unfair reasons (looks, status, and hierarchy), we feel anger, depression, sorrow, and the alike because in our souls we have this belief in fairness, we are pleading for fairness in a world that doesn't care.

Once your ideals of life are shattered (like fairness and merit based judgement) and our whole idea of what life is supposed to be like, we fall into "conclusions" that life is worthless because I'm worthless in society.

Have you ever tool a step back and asked yourself, why belong if you are rejected? Why instead of trying to get validation (love, acceptance, community) from the outside, why not look in the inside?

I am going to write and reply to you tomorrow about it. It will be an extensive piece to debunk all the points you make. Everything in life has no inherit meaning. We allocate meaning to our life to justify a purpose for our existence. That doesn't mean that there is an inherent purpose to life at all. The only arguable biological purpose for us, backed by evolution, is to create offspring, and therefore, have sex. that is the only true meaning of life, so our species don't die out. I will go into this tomorrow though. I have quite some deep knowledge, but never have the motivation to write an extensive, sophisticated piece about philosophical and related discussions