SuicideFuel Going to end my life by falling into an abandoned mine. I’m done with life.

[Alacros_vrail]

I’m planning to kill myself by falling into an abandoned mine, of which there are thousands nor far from me really.

I only need to find one that is deep enough.

The prospect of this keeps me feeling relaxed now, knowing that all afflictions, pain, negative feelings, etc. will end soon.

I just really wonder if there’s an afterlife.

 

[Icarus]

Don't trust god

 

[Alacros_vrail]

Don't trust god

Which god? I think any supernatural thing could be possible. Maybe an afterlife exists, but not necessarily a god.

 

[readingcel]

I’m planning to kill myself by falling into an abandoned mine, of which there are thousands nor far from me really.

I only need to find one that is deep enough.

The prospect of this keeps me feeling relaxed now, knowing that all afflictions, pain, negative feelings, etc. will end soon.

I just really wonder if there’s an afterlife.

Are you certain regarding your decision, or would you wish to talk about it, which I would be more than happy to do so? Given that you have posted this, I am inclined to think that you wanted some kind of recognition and hence the latter.

 

[Icarus]

Which god? I think any supernatural thing could be possible. Maybe an afterlife exists, but not necessarily a god.

The reincarnation soul trap involving a "loving" bright light

 

[zd60]

Don't trust god

 

[Alacros_vrail]

Are you certain regarding your decision, or would you wish to talk about it, which I would be more than happy to do so?

Yes. I’ll talk about it. Thanks

I am inclined to think that you wanted some kind of recognition and hence the latter.

Yes. I seek both recognition and actually doing it. I just feel very saddened that I’ll leave all of my loved ones behind, and I just want them to realize the misery, problems, and mental distress that I went through.

 

[readingcel]

Yes. I seek both recognition and actually doing it. I just feel very saddened that I’ll leave all of my loved ones behind, and I just want them to realize the misery, problems, and mental distress that I went through.

Who are these loved ones, if I may ask? And what is your relationship to them?

 

[Alacros_vrail]

Who are these loved ones, if I may ask? And what is your relationship to them?

My family members, relatives, cousins, uncles, aunts, etc.

 

[readingcel]

My family members, relatives, cousins, uncles, aunts, etc.

Do you not think you would feel guilty regarding the pain you would cause them with your suicide? Of course, once someone is dead this "guilt" wouldn't bother the corpse. But at this very moment you are alive.

 

[Alacros_vrail]

Do you not think you would feel guilty regarding the pain you would cause them with your suicide? Of course, once someone is dead this "guilt" wouldn't bother the corpse. But at this very moment you are alive.

Kind of yes, but not too intensely as my mental problems are far too severe now.

I don’t really think about that too much; I essentially see it as something that has to be done or will need to be done eventually

 

[readingcel]

Kind of yes, but not too intensely as my mental problems are far too severe now.

I don’t really think about that too much; I essentially see it as something that has to be done or will need to be done eventually

I virtually have no idea regarding the pain you are going through, as the best I can do is try to make an evaluation based on my own suicidal phases. But what I can do is tell you a series of statements that I think apply to everybody:

1. You will always be too late to commit suicide.
2. There is a certain beauty in being an Atlas carrying the mental globe.
3. Time is the immovable doctor for all sorts of mental pains, although excluding neurodivergence. It shall do that which "has to be done or will need to be done eventually". You do not require to lift even a single finger for it to happen organically.

I don't particularly care about helping suicidal people in real life, or wouldnt if I actually had social connections. But I would never want a fellow incel to commit suicide without first being absolutely certain of their decision. Please meditate intensely upon the guilt and the pain that you would inflict on your immediate family, and your loved ones.

 

[Shay]

Nah don't, I won't lie this life is shitty but a resemblance of peace or tiny speck of happiness is possible, I'd try shrooms first, travel where I always wanted to be or give the middle finger on a few people and see if life is still worth.

 

[Alacros_vrail]

, I'd try shrooms first, travel where I always wanted to be or give the middle finger on a few people and see if life is still worth.

Yeah I know. This suicidal mindset has removed any long term worries actually