it's so fucking over for me.Every day i regret not killing myself when i was 12.Maybe god would have forgiven me then.Why did i have to hope for a better life.Now that i am fully blackpilled i know that it is absolutely fucking over unless i become some huge millionaire or a huge fucking star.it's so fucking over.it's almost impossible to want to get up as an untermencsh.Hopefully as soon as i finish some stuff,god will kill me.i can hope for that.i ride off this fucking planet till the second coming sounds like the dream.
