This life is like a Sorry for a superhero but mines a damn comedy
My first day as a kid was getting abandoned because when my little sister cries I get punished mind you I was 2 years old
How can any person do that???
God's choice
Then I was founded and taken care of by some part of the family that was like seconds cousins or something I don't know
They forced me to being the best for studying when I was in elementary I was doing great with honors but that didn't last because I figured out I was alone at that point I had friends it was merely school
And I'm lower class I remembered I wanted a game console told my parents I wanted one I was with honors for the whole elementary and they gave me a toy that I didn't even play because I hated it I slept in the floor with a flimsy ass mattress and I can sleep without a pillow that's how long I been with that experience I don't have the experience on sleeping on the bed like normal people do I live in the squatters I envy those big building looking down at us
I want to burn those down and my home down
It reminded me of my suffering and studies and hardwork for nothing
In highschool I thought it was gonna be the same be in honors and maybe get another chance for a console
I met my "closest friends"
I didn't care about studying or getting good grade I was happy for once in my life
After that I went downhill
Falling grades
Teachers hating me for my looks
This one teacher made me a clown
Everybody said it was for my own good
It wasn't doing anything but make me
Bad about everything I did in life
And that school made me an outcast we were the group that was mostly seen nerdy and awkward
After highschool it got shittier
The friend group abandoned me
I was in pain everyday
Seeing people happy
Rich
With a partner
I had 10 confession after highschool and it all ended in rejection I don't know why I even tried again and again
Maybe because I didn't know it was already over
God made this choices for me
Its like a game god made a new file for a character and said "I wanna make some filler" that's us the guys who are there to fill something yet our life's are empty
In college it was worse
I was like a ugly vase in the room everybody stared like I'm some freak
When I was doing PE minding my business they laugh
This life after highschool was just me falling classes
What's the point of being smart if your whole life is based on gods decisions
It was premade
This life is shit
It never gave me shit
I hate my life
I wanted a dad and mom
God said no
I wanted real friends
God said no
I wanted a lover
God said no
I want to be rich
God said no
I want to be attractive
God said no
I want to be lucky
God said no
I want to have my promised to be true
God said no
All of it came from him
It's either God doesn't exist or a cruel being that feeds on worship
Its like the good pays the evil to put on the good show for everyone to like him and in return evil gets some unlucky few that are miserable and give our mischief and sorrow and anger to him to power
It's a win - win situation for them both
if you read this idk how
But thank you
Tldr
Shitty life
Shitty Being of power
Good Vs evil don't exist but subjective points of morals and views based on religion and tradition
Fuck god
Fuck my life
Fuck attractive people
Fuck Foids that looks like a sex worker
Fuck everything that's happened to me
And fuck everything that I didn't get that I wanted
My first day as a kid was getting abandoned because when my little sister cries I get punished mind you I was 2 years old
How can any person do that???
God's choice
Then I was founded and taken care of by some part of the family that was like seconds cousins or something I don't know
They forced me to being the best for studying when I was in elementary I was doing great with honors but that didn't last because I figured out I was alone at that point I had friends it was merely school
And I'm lower class I remembered I wanted a game console told my parents I wanted one I was with honors for the whole elementary and they gave me a toy that I didn't even play because I hated it I slept in the floor with a flimsy ass mattress and I can sleep without a pillow that's how long I been with that experience I don't have the experience on sleeping on the bed like normal people do I live in the squatters I envy those big building looking down at us
I want to burn those down and my home down
It reminded me of my suffering and studies and hardwork for nothing
In highschool I thought it was gonna be the same be in honors and maybe get another chance for a console
I met my "closest friends"
I didn't care about studying or getting good grade I was happy for once in my life
After that I went downhill
Falling grades
Teachers hating me for my looks
This one teacher made me a clown
Everybody said it was for my own good
It wasn't doing anything but make me
Bad about everything I did in life
And that school made me an outcast we were the group that was mostly seen nerdy and awkward
After highschool it got shittier
The friend group abandoned me
I was in pain everyday
Seeing people happy
Rich
With a partner
I had 10 confession after highschool and it all ended in rejection I don't know why I even tried again and again
Maybe because I didn't know it was already over
God made this choices for me
Its like a game god made a new file for a character and said "I wanna make some filler" that's us the guys who are there to fill something yet our life's are empty
In college it was worse
I was like a ugly vase in the room everybody stared like I'm some freak
When I was doing PE minding my business they laugh
This life after highschool was just me falling classes
What's the point of being smart if your whole life is based on gods decisions
It was premade
This life is shit
It never gave me shit
I hate my life
I wanted a dad and mom
God said no
I wanted real friends
God said no
I wanted a lover
God said no
I want to be rich
God said no
I want to be attractive
God said no
I want to be lucky
God said no
I want to have my promised to be true
God said no
All of it came from him
It's either God doesn't exist or a cruel being that feeds on worship
Its like the good pays the evil to put on the good show for everyone to like him and in return evil gets some unlucky few that are miserable and give our mischief and sorrow and anger to him to power
It's a win - win situation for them both
if you read this idk how
But thank you
Tldr
Shitty life
Shitty Being of power
Good Vs evil don't exist but subjective points of morals and views based on religion and tradition
Fuck god
Fuck my life
Fuck attractive people
Fuck Foids that looks like a sex worker
Fuck everything that's happened to me
And fuck everything that I didn't get that I wanted
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