- Apr 17, 2019
- 66d 7h 15m
My mother just called me useless. Said i'm just a leech even though i pay rent. I hate her. I hate myself even more though. I'm so tired of living in this hell world. I want to die so badly. I would kill myself but i can't right now. I have to wait. Well maybe i can but i shouldn't. God i want to die so much. It's so hard to resist killing myself. It's like every cell in my body wants me to die.