curryboy420
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My cope that I have been coping delusinally with recently is winning the lottery. I sit and imagine and feel and visualise what it would be like and I feel happy and energetic even though I haven't actually won and I probably never would win anything. Its a good cope. I imagine booking a sick holiday and the guys coming to check my ticket then they make me do some forms then I check my account and boom I got millions then I do the money dance and then I tell my mum and dad and then I would eat the best food and do the best shit and rent a really nice car and go on my holiday
I think I would be able to stop being incel with money as well but I'm not sure because I am old now and mentally damaged person
I need other copes because this one isn't going to work long term when I never win. It's just a delusion one. And I have to quit smoking for health and stuff too soon. The life Is trying to force me to become a normie but I can't because I'm not one. And I missed the chances to become rich and I don't know any new ways.
What really is there for me now other than to die, life feels real pointless
I think I would be able to stop being incel with money as well but I'm not sure because I am old now and mentally damaged person
I need other copes because this one isn't going to work long term when I never win. It's just a delusion one. And I have to quit smoking for health and stuff too soon. The life Is trying to force me to become a normie but I can't because I'm not one. And I missed the chances to become rich and I don't know any new ways.
What really is there for me now other than to die, life feels real pointless





