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In my dreams unironically, not a joke.
Just woke up from the nap, man, it feels so sweet. I feel so good right now, I am elated.
That's all it was, I was sitting in class and a former crush came by the door, smiling, she exchanged some words with the teacher then before leaving, looked at me smiling and whispered:
"I love you"
Reading those lips, the best I've felt in a very long time.
It's just what I need in life.
At this moment it still feels real, I am happy, but sooner or later when I get up from bed it will fade and I'll be miserable again.
It's crazy how all my mental issues boil down to this, I am calm, not angry, not anxious or depressed.
If I was loved so simply, I could do anything. Sick world we live in.
Anyone has had dreams like these? About the little things, as they say, it's the little things, but they are not little.
Just woke up from the nap, man, it feels so sweet. I feel so good right now, I am elated.
That's all it was, I was sitting in class and a former crush came by the door, smiling, she exchanged some words with the teacher then before leaving, looked at me smiling and whispered:
"I love you"
Reading those lips, the best I've felt in a very long time.
It's just what I need in life.
At this moment it still feels real, I am happy, but sooner or later when I get up from bed it will fade and I'll be miserable again.
It's crazy how all my mental issues boil down to this, I am calm, not angry, not anxious or depressed.
If I was loved so simply, I could do anything. Sick world we live in.
Anyone has had dreams like these? About the little things, as they say, it's the little things, but they are not little.