SuicideFuel Getting sad on dates with imaginary wife

[hindercel]

So I have imaginary wives who I talk to and sleep with every night. It’s a decent cope I’ve been doing it since I was 12.

Yesterday me and one of my wives named Emma went on a date to a park bench which is on a trail. (Everything is real except her) basically we rode my bike to the trail and I conversed with her the entire time. It makes me feel good doing this and feels kind of real-ish.

Until… we get to the park and i see men who have a REAL wife and REAL kids and I see them happy together. Then I snap out of it and suddenly I remember that it’s all in my head and I feel totally pathetic.

I just think about the fact that everyone just sees a repulsive looking guy all alone on the trail.


the worst part isn’t knowing my wives who I love are fake. Because now I accept that they’re not real. But it just triggers me to see people who DO have it for real.


does anyone else have an imaginary girlfriend/wife? I want to start talking about them more.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

I had an imaginary wife who I would sleep with and talk to since I was 8 years old.
Honestly seeing this post brought back memories of when i'd use to do it.

 

[hindercel]

I had an imaginary wife who I would sleep with and talk to since I was 8 years old.
Honestly seeing this post brought back memories of when i'd use to do it.

Why did you stop? I don’t think I could even stop if I wanted to.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

do you beat your imaginary wives for being stupid?

 

[Enigmaz]

I think every incel has instinctually had an imaginary wife at some point in their lives. I remember ordering a table for 2 at an olive garden one time and the waiter looked at me with a crooked eyebrow and said 'waiting for someone special?'. I shook my head and stupidly said we're all here. He probably thought I was schizo or something.

 

[Caichan]

I think every incel has instinctually had an imaginary wife at some point in their lives

the closest i ever had was a dream when i was 9

 

[hindercel]

do you beat your imaginary wives for being stupid?

When I was like 13, I used to lol

 

[hindercel]

I think every incel has instinctually had an imaginary wife at some point in their lives. I remember ordering a table for 2 at an olive garden one time and the waiter looked at me with a crooked eyebrow and said 'waiting for someone special?'. I shook my head and stupidly said we're all here. He probably thought I was schizo or something.

I always try my best not to allow my imagination to interact with the real world. So far nobody knows. Other than ppl I told

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Schizogray

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Well this reminds me some of myself.
But still reading this just makes me sad. Its a cruel world were this is everything we will get. Never forget that she's the only women on this planet who will never cheat on you and love you till the end

 

[hindercel]

Schizogray

I’m not schizo. Literally just coping in my own way

 

[lifeisfucked215]

I often daydream about having a loving gf and how cool my life would be if I was taller and good looking. I do this a lot at work and recently we've had a good amount of Chad Stacy couples and the guy always treats me like I'm a little brother

 

[hindercel]

Well this reminds me some of myself.
But still reading this just makes me sad. Its a cruel world were this is everything we will get. Never forget that she's the only women on this planet who will never cheat on you and love you till the end

loving my imaginary gfs which are extensions of my self is probably the closest I’ll get to loving myself

 

[lifeisfucked215]

It fucking pisses me off and makes me want to fight him

 

[hindercel]

It fucking pisses me off and makes me want to fight him

They always have the biggest egos. Women and attractive men. I can’t stand it.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

Why did you stop? I don’t think I could even stop if I wanted to.

I forgot about it but I will test it again tonight.

 

[MRHK_57]

Proof that copes and delusions are never the solution.

 

[Ambush]

I speak to my anime girls in my dreams.

 

[CosmicInjustice]

I’ve been doing this since at least Kindergarten. Interesting you began much later. I don’t do it outside though. When I walk outside, I’m usually listening to a podcast or something with no interest in daydreaming.

 

[CosmicInjustice]

do you beat your imaginary wives for being stupid?

It’s fun experimenting with all sorts of scenarios.

 

[BowlofChili]

I have two participation trophy wives. I set them at my table, I make dinner, drink my wine, and they sit next to me looking mighty fine. That's as real as it gets for me. They set the bar so high there's no foid that can reach it. I wouldn't trade them for the world.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I wish. I'm unable to delude myself for a second that a foid would like me, can't even do it in my fantasies either.

 

[Wither]

I think every incel has instinctually had an imaginary wife at some point in their lives. I remember ordering a table for 2 at an olive garden one time and the waiter looked at me with a crooked eyebrow and said 'waiting for someone special?'. I shook my head and stupidly said we're all here. He probably thought I was schizo or something.

whose gonna tell him