SuicideFuel Getting older is ropefuel

[DoublePoints]

As I get older I lose the delusional and little hope I have more and more. If I have met so many people and built my social skills after 18 years on this earth and still can’t form meaningful connections with anyone or be loved by and love a woman, how will I ever?

Am I really going to keep staying alive for the chimerical dream that some magical person is going to walk around the corner out of nowhere some day? Every single fucking time I feel ostracised I want to try less and less, I go through cycles of being very social, charismatic even, then massively antisocial to the point where I hide my face and take my glasses off just so I don’t have to see the people around me.

I can’t hardmaxx cause I don’t have the money or freedom to do so and by the time I can my youth will have left me and I’ll be a 20-30 year old virgin. Why keep enduring more misery? I’m quite literally only sticking around to avoid hurting the people in my life while I’m just in what I can only describe as a guttural deep ache that won’t leave, fuck…

 

[Animecel2D]

Agepill destroys all

 

[Goofygoober007]

As I get older I lose the delusional and little hope I have more and more. If I have met so many people and built my social skills after 18 years on this earth and still can’t form meaningful connections with anyone or be loved by and love a woman, how will I ever?

Am I really going to keep staying alive for the chimerical dream that some magical person is going to walk around the corner out of nowhere some day? Every single fucking time I feel ostracised I want to try less and less, I go through cycles of being very social, charismatic even, then massively antisocial to the point where I hide my face and take my glasses off just so I don’t have to see the people around me.

I can’t hardmaxx cause I don’t have the money or freedom to do so and by the time I can my youth will have left me and I’ll be a 20-30 year old virgin. Why keep enduring more misery? I’m quite literally only sticking around to avoid hurting the people in my life while I’m just in what I can only describe as a guttural deep ache that won’t leave, fuck…

28 now and my health is so fucked im completely stuck were I am now. I cant get Job, I go no money, I dont got house, no friends,no girlfriend and no car, I have absolutely nothing, I hate everyone in my life at this point cant even be in the same room as my dad pisses me off so much, Im fucking angry everyday. I will die with nothing to my name and I so want to die every waking moment of my life now thats how I know I dont got much time left besides my health isseus. You get to certain point of misery youll eventually off yourself even if you were the biggest pussy out there it eventually happen. Im at that point now and started getting there last fall.

 

[DoublePoints]

28 now and my health is so fucked im completely stuck were I am now. I cant get Job, I go no money, I dont got house, no friends,no girlfriend and no car, I have absolutely nothing, i have everyone in my life at this point, im fucking angry everyday. I will die with nothing to my name and I so want to die every waking moment of my life now thats how I know I dont got much time left besides my health isseus. You get to certain point of misery youll eventually off yourself even if you were the biggest pussy out there it eventually happen. Im at that point now and started getting there last fall.

Our willpower is finite, who can blame us

 

[Goofygoober007]

Our willpower is finite, who can blame us

Only thing stopping me from doing it tonight is the weather but thats gonna end next week and get into the 40s. I gotta go look for good place in town to do it. Then Im out im 99% sure I wont be around for 29th birthday. I already got a good rope for it so and tested it so im ready.

 

[Zionist]

U 18 nigga, there's still hope

 

[Goofygoober007]

U 18 nigga, there's still hope

God damn bro everyone In here 18 now yeah go out in the crowd chase tail before you give up.

 

[DoublePoints]

God damn bro everyone In here 18 now yeah go out in the crowd chase tail before you give up.

The crowd sickens me so I’m stuck between hating the degeneracy and wanting to get a girl, only time I actually tried to go to a girls place after a nightclub with her I got no answer at the door, tells me all I need to know. My youth is fleeting and it’ll have passed me by before I know it, pattern recognition tells me I’m fucked and to save myself further humiliation

 

[zd60]

best thing about getting older is getting one day closer to death

 

[Goofygoober007]

The crowd sickens me so I’m stuck between hating the degeneracy and wanting to get a girl, only time I actually tried to go to a girls place after a nightclub with her I got no answer at the door, tells me all I need to know. My youth is fleeting and it’ll have passed me by before I know it, pattern recognition tells me I’m fucked and to save myself further humiliation

Go to a bar or club little nigga or church. I know your not ugly I bet you can get chick's bro have self confidence.

 

[Zionist]

Nigga here acting like he 45 or something

 

[NoIdeaWhy]

U 18 nigga, there's still hope

my nigga im 18 too but i noticed that most of the 18 year olds here already had a girlfriend at some point or at least got a foid to be interested in them but they’re just mad they were broken up with. this shit started way earlier with me from when i was a literal toddler and no one wanted anything to do with me and i was never picked for any group projects or gym or anything

 

[superpsycho]

my nigga im 18 too but i noticed that most of the 18 year olds here already had a girlfriend at some point or at least got a foid to be interested in them but they’re just mad they were broken up with.

JFL

 

[NoIdeaWhy]

not even funny nigga im so tired of blackpill terms becoming mainstream. go on tiktok and look up bp and its a bunch of chadlites making videos calling themselves ugly and foids thirsting in the comments