before my first boner all cared about was jumping high and running fast, and although I wanted these things, these weren't things that I would DIE to have. They were just things I prayed about, things I wished for-- just mere hopes and aspirations. I wanted these things because being the best is cool. And that's all there was to it. Even the pre-pubescent idea of love. I did want to kiss the most beautiful girl in class like every other normie kid on the block. But again it was a hope in a daydreamish wistful way. It wasn't a longing. It was more mimetic if anything. You see a pretty girl and what you do with pretty girls is you kiss them like bugs bunny, and bugs bunny is cool. And love must feel good because teens and adults really love to love.
But when you get that boner, it all goes downhill from there. ITS LITERALLY LIKE, I AM A MAN NOW AND I WANT TO PIN A WOMAN DOWN A PUMP MY DICK INTO HER VAGINA. It feels like if you don't fuck when you want to fuck, your entire family will get run over by a train.
Because when you start getting boners, thats when you REALLY REALLY want shit. You want to fuck so bad you want to fucking punch a wall. Everything feels like a cockblock. A hoop preventing you from satiating your lust. The whole motivation structure becomes insane. You start wanting things IN ORDER to satiate an unquenchable lust. Just no more innocent motivations anymore. The entire world and its hurdles are now seen as puzzles and optimization games to get you to fuck. And it's SO unfair. The lack of fairness hits hardest when you are horny as fuck. You notice, 'HEY why did that guy get to FUCK, he's a fucking retard???'
Just all these fucking frustrations coming at you like Mike Tyson because you are horny as fuck and you are stuck in this ring dodging Mike Tyson trying to bite your ear your entire life because cant solve the problem of why you cant fuck. Everything has huge consequences, you are well aware of, the consequences of your actions making you less fuckable. You get indoctrinated into stupid chink ideas like, 'oh, if I don't get really good grades and go to a good college, I won't be able to attract a wife.'
At least you kids nowadays learn early that that shit doesn't matter. But, being horny has not been a healthy thing for men, for all men I'd argue, even Chads. The perceptions of unfairness as a result of being horny become so intense, so hostile, it just leaves you as a rabidly bitter masturbator. Being horny is like being gay, you can't take it back, you can't just become straight again after you crossed the gay line. The mindset of non-horny childishness felt long enough to remember, salient enough to never forget. I think my overall take is that being horny is like God's scam to get men to do shit. And that's why masturbation is a sin in the bible, because you are in turn scamming God by hacking your biology to redirect your lust energy into useless shit.
Women just don't understand how corrupting just being horny is. I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS, THIS WAS GODS PLAN, IT WAS GODS PLAN TO MAKE MEN HORNY ENOUGH TO JUST STRAIGHT UP RAPE.
But when you get that boner, it all goes downhill from there. ITS LITERALLY LIKE, I AM A MAN NOW AND I WANT TO PIN A WOMAN DOWN A PUMP MY DICK INTO HER VAGINA. It feels like if you don't fuck when you want to fuck, your entire family will get run over by a train.
Because when you start getting boners, thats when you REALLY REALLY want shit. You want to fuck so bad you want to fucking punch a wall. Everything feels like a cockblock. A hoop preventing you from satiating your lust. The whole motivation structure becomes insane. You start wanting things IN ORDER to satiate an unquenchable lust. Just no more innocent motivations anymore. The entire world and its hurdles are now seen as puzzles and optimization games to get you to fuck. And it's SO unfair. The lack of fairness hits hardest when you are horny as fuck. You notice, 'HEY why did that guy get to FUCK, he's a fucking retard???'
Just all these fucking frustrations coming at you like Mike Tyson because you are horny as fuck and you are stuck in this ring dodging Mike Tyson trying to bite your ear your entire life because cant solve the problem of why you cant fuck. Everything has huge consequences, you are well aware of, the consequences of your actions making you less fuckable. You get indoctrinated into stupid chink ideas like, 'oh, if I don't get really good grades and go to a good college, I won't be able to attract a wife.'
At least you kids nowadays learn early that that shit doesn't matter. But, being horny has not been a healthy thing for men, for all men I'd argue, even Chads. The perceptions of unfairness as a result of being horny become so intense, so hostile, it just leaves you as a rabidly bitter masturbator. Being horny is like being gay, you can't take it back, you can't just become straight again after you crossed the gay line. The mindset of non-horny childishness felt long enough to remember, salient enough to never forget. I think my overall take is that being horny is like God's scam to get men to do shit. And that's why masturbation is a sin in the bible, because you are in turn scamming God by hacking your biology to redirect your lust energy into useless shit.
Women just don't understand how corrupting just being horny is. I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS, THIS WAS GODS PLAN, IT WAS GODS PLAN TO MAKE MEN HORNY ENOUGH TO JUST STRAIGHT UP RAPE.
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