Deleted member 22466
Guided by Voices
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I am genetic waste.
At first glance I am normal, average. Not good looking, not hideous or deformed, above average height for where I live. I'm not super intelligent but I'm not an idiot. I hold down a job, I can speak to people normally even though it is difficult, full head of hair.
Internally I a mess. I have a congenital defect with my cardiopulmonary system which has fucked me since birth, it means I'll probably (hopefully) die before I'm 40 and I can only do enough cardio to ensure I don't get fat. The doctors can't tell me how it will develop because there are so many things wrong with my heart. If I didn't have this fucking curse I'd be perfect for rugby or soccer but no.
Only one of my eyes works and the one that does work is shit. This means VRmaxxing will never work for me.
I have developmental difficulties which mean I can't write legibly, I have terrible balance and am incredibly clumsy, they also make it difficult for me in social situations. I am literally incapable of eating with a knife and fork properly like normal human being, I look like an ape who has been invited to dinner.
Even if some foid was interested in sleeping with me I would be incapable of doing it because I'd probably just have a meltdown at the thought. I used to dream about having a wife and kids but now I know it will never happen and that is for the best because I will not pass on my diseased DNA to any innocents.
If I was born in the past before modern medical science I would have rightly been left on a hillside to die rather than having to suffer this life.
At first glance I am normal, average. Not good looking, not hideous or deformed, above average height for where I live. I'm not super intelligent but I'm not an idiot. I hold down a job, I can speak to people normally even though it is difficult, full head of hair.
Internally I a mess. I have a congenital defect with my cardiopulmonary system which has fucked me since birth, it means I'll probably (hopefully) die before I'm 40 and I can only do enough cardio to ensure I don't get fat. The doctors can't tell me how it will develop because there are so many things wrong with my heart. If I didn't have this fucking curse I'd be perfect for rugby or soccer but no.
Only one of my eyes works and the one that does work is shit. This means VRmaxxing will never work for me.
I have developmental difficulties which mean I can't write legibly, I have terrible balance and am incredibly clumsy, they also make it difficult for me in social situations. I am literally incapable of eating with a knife and fork properly like normal human being, I look like an ape who has been invited to dinner.
Even if some foid was interested in sleeping with me I would be incapable of doing it because I'd probably just have a meltdown at the thought. I used to dream about having a wife and kids but now I know it will never happen and that is for the best because I will not pass on my diseased DNA to any innocents.
If I was born in the past before modern medical science I would have rightly been left on a hillside to die rather than having to suffer this life.