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Never even began boyos, I’m so sick of this shit. I try so hard not to care but every nasty comment and joke people have made about me just won‘t stop following me around. Even the very people I consider friends just randomly point out that I’m an ugly subhuman. 
Even if I do somehow ascend and make it I will still never be truly satisfied with my life, because the knowledge that I am simply of inferior genetic quality will always linger at the back of my mind. I don’t know what to do…. I just want peace of mind, I wish I could just stop myself from yearning for all the experiences I have and will miss. Even if I consume myself with hate, that hate will still be driven by yearning, so it makes no difference what approach I take… life is agony
Even if I do somehow ascend and make it I will still never be truly satisfied with my life, because the knowledge that I am simply of inferior genetic quality will always linger at the back of my mind. I don’t know what to do…. I just want peace of mind, I wish I could just stop myself from yearning for all the experiences I have and will miss. Even if I consume myself with hate, that hate will still be driven by yearning, so it makes no difference what approach I take… life is agony
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