fucking parents man istg

[inceloser]

my aunt barged into my room and my dad was on the phone and she pointed the camera DIRECTLY at me and she was telling me to talk to my father but i didnt say a single fucking word.
the anxiety i was feeling just from her pointing the camera at me, i had to distract my mind to not think about it fuck.
why do they do this. i say i become suicidal when i see someone take a photo or video of me or even if i see my own reflection. why cant they respect me for fucks sake? im working my ass off here in god damn Beijing, having tutors that come and mentally rape me with useless information for up to 12 hours a day sometimes on top of that school thats 10 hours fucking long. jesus fucking christ. can they please. leave me alone and fuck off.
i have to find a way to talk to my mom and ask her for a flight back to the states so i can run away and be alone.
cannot take this shit, seriously.

i already know how cruel the world is and how people treat broke niggas, i understand that. and i dont care, id rather be homeless than have to deal with my life right now.

 

[Pillow City Pimp]

are u a ricecel?

 

[inceloser]

are u a ricecel?

yes

 

[Antifem Lord]

I fucking hate people I actually wish I wasn't related to anybody

 

[Pillow City Pimp]

yes

Height?

 

[inceloser]

I fucking hate people I actually wish I wasn't related to anybody

me too

 

[Spongebozz]

.is isn't blocked in China ?

 

[inceloser]

.is isn't blocked in China ?

obv not

 

[RegularManlet]

my mother does the same with my sister and uncle, shoves them in my face on facetime, they both have mental issues and always try to life coach me despite being retarded fuck ups.

 

[inceloser]

my mother does the same with my sister and uncle, shoves them in my face on facetime, they both have mental issues and always try to life coach me despite being retarded fuck ups.

why do they do this to us? why cant we have respect. i just dont want to be seen thats all.

 

[RegularManlet]

why do they do this to us? why cant we have respect. i just dont want to be seen thats all.

I don't know, my mother wants me to be normal and talk with my family more, even though when I tell my mother these people objectively suck she agrees, she also does anything to try get me off the computer but hides behind innocent intentions like this, but she hates me being in my room, only way to get peace is to move out but that just creates more headaches than living with my parents currently does.

 

[inceloser]

I don't know, my mother wants me to be normal and talk with my family more, even though when I tell my mother these people objectively suck she agrees, she also does anything to try get me off the computer but hides behind innocent intentions like this, but she hates me being in my room, only way to get peace is to move out but that just creates more headaches than living with my parents currently does.

thats what im saying. you wont be happy until you remove the people actively annoying the shit out of you out of your life.

idc if these niggers financially support me. its their job to. but now i realize my parents actually think i owe them things because they took care of me all their life as if thats not their fucking responsibility.

 

[RegularManlet]

thats what im saying. you wont be happy until you remove the people actively annoying the shit out of you out of your life.

Yeah I need to get out of here eventually, when im done studying and i am settled into a job and stockpile some cash I think I can strike it out on my own, I will be lonely as fuck but I have all the necesarry skills to live alone, I just couldnt do every household chore and pay bills while studying, it takes an extreme effort for me to perform academically, I have always detested school, my whole life right now just sucks and im trying to studycuck in my room and my mother just shoves my obese sister or schizo uncle (he thinks people are trying to kill him) in my face and then they tell me to do stuff with my life when they have nothing.

 

[inceloser]

Yeah I need to get out of here eventually, when im done studying and i am settled into a job and stockpile some cash I think I can strike it out on my own, I will be lonely as fuck but I have all the necesarry skills to live alone, I just couldnt do every household chore and pay bills while studying, it takes an extreme effort for me to perform academically, I have always detested school, my whole life right now just sucks and im trying to studycuck in my room and my mother just shoves my obese sister or schizo uncle (he thinks people are trying to kill him) in my face and then they tell me to do stuff with my life when they have nothing.

jesus fuck, your family sounds TERRIBLE. like giga intolerable. Jesusssss.... man what the fuck...
dont even bother trying to fix that relationship, get the FUCK out of there as soon as possible and enjoy your life alone. I've ben alone for 18 years, and will continue to be alone until I commit suicide. I advice you move to Texas if youre a western cel. taxes cheap, housing even cheap.er
i found a place there for 100 dollars a month and its not bad. and its in the middle of no where so no one can bother my ass

 

[RegularManlet]

I advice you move to Texas if youre a western cel. taxes cheap, housing even cheap.er
i found a place there for 100 dollars a month and its not bad. and its in the middle of no where so no one can bother my ass

I'll certainly heed such advice if I ever decide to move to america, I live in chadstralia though its one of the most expensive places in the world where I am, I can find places that no one will bother me here if I want at least, I should have the ability to work remote.

jesus fuck, your family sounds TERRIBLE. like giga intolerable. Jesusssss.... man what the fuck...

Hm, I guess I will list them all out
Father - Manlet pisslamic bluepilled product of incest, he is a good guy though but completely whipped by my mother, just that this forum usually is more of a place for me to vent rather than praise my parents.

Mother - 4'11 (brutally over for her sons) non NT

Sister - Obese, mentally unwell, lives in squalor, begs me for money, thinks she is a muslim for some reason despite living nothing of the sort, have had to stop her from killing herself by running into oncoming traffic, has pressured me to engage in degeneracy such as alcohol and weed and she has taken drugs, unlike my parents she has no redeemable qualities. Good thing she moved nearly 1000km away

Brother - born retarded and unfixable (autism and schizophrenia runs in my family) completely non verbal I had to spoon feed him at one point, i have had thoughts of killing him since his life is so pointless and makes my families life harder, prone to extremely violent outbursts where he will break things and hurt others around him, I have to physically restrain him and hope he calms down, I have a scar on my hand still one time he dug into my hand so deep.

Uncle I mentioned - Just some schizo who had a kid that is non nt and will probably be a manlet so its gonna be over for him too, he looks like he has good looks at least though right now but he will hit puberty soon so he may become more normal or more attractive or more unattractive.

I also have an aunt that has mental issues who has 2 sons that are my cousins that have mental issues, then I have alot more extended family that are all bluepilled pisslamics, recently one 6'5 mogger bluepilled pisslamic cousins said to me "you should only need to apply for about 10 jobs" because he is like 40

Yeah most of my family sucks, I think I am pretty normal now and try to be selfaware and hold myself to standards of self respect but I used to be giga retarded.

 

[inceloser]

I'll certainly heed such advice if I ever decide to move to america, I live in chadstralia though its one of the most expensive places in the world where I am, I can find places that no one will bother me here if I want at least, I should have the ability to work remote.

Hm, I guess I will list them all out
Father - Manlet pisslamic bluepilled product of incest, he is a good guy though but completely whipped by my mother, just that this forum usually is more of a place for me to vent rather than praise my parents.

Mother - 4'11 (brutally over for her sons) non NT

Sister - Obese, mentally unwell, lives in squalor, begs me for money, thinks she is a muslim for some reason despite living nothing of the sort, have had to stop her from killing herself by running into oncoming traffic, has pressured me to engage in degeneracy such as alcohol and weed and she has taken drugs, unlike my parents she has no redeemable qualities. Good thing she moved nearly 1000km away

Brother - born retarded and unfixable (autism and schizophrenia runs in my family) completely non verbal I had to spoon feed him at one point, i have had thoughts of killing him since his life is so pointless and makes my families life harder, prone to extremely violent outbursts where he will break things and hurt others around him, I have to physically restrain him and hope he calms down, I have a scar on my hand still one time he dug into my hand so deep.

Uncle I mentioned - Just some schizo who had a kid that is non nt and will probably be a manlet so its gonna be over for him too, he looks like he has good looks at least though right now but he will hit puberty soon so he may become more normal or more attractive or more unattractive.

I also have an aunt that has mental issues who has 2 sons that are my cousins that have mental issues, then I have alot more extended family that are all bluepilled pisslamics, recently one 6'5 mogger bluepilled pisslamic cousins said to me "you should only need to apply for about 10 jobs" because he is like 40

Yeah most of my family sucks, I think I am pretty normal now and try to be selfaware and hold myself to standards of self respect but I used to be giga retarded.

how old is your uncle
ethnics usually are mentalcels, i udnerstand why it runs in your family. you said you were islamic or something? so ethnic muslim sandnig race? usually that race is incredible mental. the men are extremely high T and will rape anything on sight and they fuck their own children/sisters.
im sorry for you, my condolonces.
i hate being ethnic. i cant relate to you about the height shit as my dad is 6'4 and my mom iis 5'6. but i still didnt get the height genes im 5'10 and im done growing, according to my doctor. but sitll im mixed race so my face makes me incel and my body too. i have fucked up proportions.
your sister seems disgusting, i imagine her wearing shit ton of make up as must fat foids do.

 

[RegularManlet]

how old is your uncle
ethnics usually are mentalcels, i udnerstand why it runs in your family. you said you were islamic or something? so ethnic muslim sandnig race? usually that race is incredible mental. the men are extremely high T and will rape anything on sight and they fuck their own children/sisters.
im sorry for you, my condolonces.
i hate being ethnic. i cant relate to you about the height shit as my dad is 6'4 and my mom iis 5'6. but i still didnt get the height genes im 5'10 and im done growing, according to my doctor. but sitll im mixed race so my face makes me incel and my body too. i have fucked up proportions.
your sister seems disgusting, i imagine her wearing shit ton of make up as must fat foids do.

My uncle is nearly 60
My ethnicity is half middle eastern and half western european (spanish/french/italian) despite being mixed I think I turned out ok in the face but I inherited kind of big arab nose, my sister got a worse nose than me so she often cakes it in makeup and she must have some sort of makeup technique that makes it look more narrow.
5'10 from those parents seems kind of dissapointing, at 5'5 I am at least the tallest in my family lol

 

[inceloser]

My uncle is nearly 60
My ethnicity is half middle eastern and half western european (spanish/french/italian) despite being mixed I think I turned out ok in the face but I inherited kind of big arab nose, my sister got a worse nose than me so she often cakes it in makeup and she must have some sort of makeup technique that makes it look more narrow.
5'10 from those parents seems kind of dissapointing, at 5'5 I am at least the tallest in my family lol

figured that bitch was makeup maxxed.
your only hope is geomaxxing.

 

[RegularManlet]

figured that bitch was makeup maxxed.
your only hope is geomaxxing.

Yeah eventually I am going to have to geomaxx maybe, I could do indonesia the language is easy to learn and I already know a bit, also its less saturated there.