Blackpill Fucked is the mind

[Icarus]

It keeps on going over and over. Sleep deprived because I find no rest. There is an energy that surrounds me. The clouds hang over my head. My dog shakes whenever it's around me.

Blackness codepending on sadness. Sucking the nutrients like a man addicted to the needle. Bleeding. Bleeding. Bleeding.

A child dies, and eyes are worn. My teeth decay with every breath. Useless nothings come to pass.

Yes I know I sit in fire.

 

[light]

might rope soon

 

[Icarus]

might rope soon

I don't blame you. I'm thinking about checking out soon as well.

 

[Icarus]

 

[Icarus]

 

[Icarus]

It was a dark and gloomy day. There were no angels singing. I cried in my car. I felt pain.

 

[Icarus]

It was a dark and gloomy day. I sat in my room. I did nothing. I cried in the dark. I felt pain.

 

[Icarus]

It was a dark and gloomy day. I went to work. I got off. I cried in my car. I felt pain.

 

[Icarus]

It was a dark and gloomy day. I sat by a tree. I lived in the dark. I felt pain.

 

[Icarus]

It was a dark and gloomy day.

 

[Myst]

this is the life we're living

havent left the house in 2 weeks

cant enjoy my copes anymore

don't eat, don't sleep

it's over

 

[Icarus]

this is the life we're living

havent left the house in 2 weeks

cant enjoy my copes anymore

don't eat, don't sleep

it's over

 

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

It keeps on going over and over. Sleep deprived because I find no rest. There is an energy that surrounds me. The clouds hang over my head. My dog shakes whenever it's around me.

Blackness codepending on sadness. Sucking the nutrients like a man addicted to the needle. Bleeding. Bleeding. Bleeding.

A child dies, and eyes are worn. My teeth decay with every breath. Useless nothings come to pass.

Yes I know I sit in fire.

 

[Icarus]

It scares me how little I care about anything. Maybe at one point there was something there. Idk.

Getting in that fight with my dad way back was like the final nail in the coffin. It just reinforced that nobody cares. Not even my family.

Not even the doctors. Not even the therapists. Not even the so called friends or the so called people I once knew.

It doesn't matter that I'm mentally ill and barely hanging on. I don't want to.