what stage in education are u in? College?
Kinda. I'm waiting for uni to start.
It’s bullshit trust me i fucking hate it. Jocks and sadists walk around larping as nice people and they are scared of the words faggot, whore and nigger yet they bully and ruin our lives just because we are different.
how is that possible in college though? Are the professors retarded jfl I'd understand if that happened in high school but in college is ridiculous.
That's brutal, that behaviour sounds something you'd expect from young teenagers (13-15 years old) not fucking university students jfl.
Nothing will be done about them, I have already spoken to people and theres not any proof as I was hit around the side of the face and no one would stick up for me and people steal my things too, I feel im close to breaking soon, I already disgust physical touch as it is and being abused and feeling i cant do anything is belittling. I wish I never went back but I have to finish as my mother said she spoke to my dad and they will be putting money towards my future room in my new dads house and when I finish these next 2 years I will move an hour away to his house whcih he should be finalising buying later this year or early next year and I get the money they put together when I finish, so it is worth it to have around £2000 to buy a gaming setup, I will probably opt for a big motherboard and a big pc case for future upgrades
it was not extreme it was more being held by the throat to intimidate me i think, still very uncomfortable and triggered my homicidal tendencies which I’ve noticed im experiencing a lot more now. I think I will seek mental help soon so I don’t crack and end up in prison as my mask is starting to slip a bit and i cant let that happen. and the most annoying thing is them talking about me and staring and then throwing stuff at me and humiliating me when I look back. I genuinely hate sportsfags. Why CANT sporty normies just be humble instead of trying to intimidate me. I hate physical touch so much as I feel only people i say can touch me should be able too.
Yes it’s sucks dearly, I wish they would stop being faggots and just be humble and get on with their life, im just tryna get through it, I don’t know why they go out of there way to throw their stuff at me and say stuff about and to me and just make me feel awkward. And I didn’t provoke them at all, I was just sat there being silent and listening
Yes, my father says im an adult now and don’t need my mums permission to see a doctor but my mother says I won’t be put on meds for my issues and she or my stepdad would have to drive me so I can’t even be independent coz if my mother says no then I can’t physically see a doctor as I can’t driveFUAARKK!!
Did you tell your parents about this yet?!
Sounds pretty fucked yeah, maybe the personel can help you?
Well, do they at least empathize with you? Are they trying to find another university or some other place for you to attend?
no, I want to attend here. I would love to move in with my dad but that won’t happen until Ive finished here in around 2 years and he still has to sort out the house so it would be ready for me to move in as my dad has recently recovered from being very ill although he didn’t disclose his issues with me i know they were serious coz he came home high on morphine from surgery and was in great pain for a month or two after.
sorry, but what is a personel?
I see. Well, try and complain to the administration about your situation then.
I think he's referring to the administrative staff and campus police.
Neither do I, i just get treated inhuman for the fact that I said controversial things when I get mad when people tried and bullied me in high school and now they go to my university they spread everything about me so I get bullied by everyone, and a tiny group who lets me be around them doesnt see me as myself just as someone to laugh at.
ohh, that makes sense, I have done that and will keep doing it, I just hate people calling me a snitch because they keep calling me a snitch and new people take their place. I mean there are some bareable normies who laugh at me but aren’t horrible and don’t cause me to sit in on classes anxious what will be done to me if it’s being grabbed, shoved, hit or threatened. I will keep contacting administration about it
Exactly, the group i hang around with whenever I mention something they disagree with they say no one likes me and I have no friends, like I fucking know that. I just wish there were places other than the toilets where I could be alone on campus.
Fighting is a huge cope
Always be vauge as possible and never open up
Lost a fight against a paki 2 years ago in college and know in university people who have known me the entire time spread it around and I fell over coz a fuckass teacher tripped me up and I banged my head and was dizzy, not from the punch, and everyone says I got knocked out (the paki put food and yogurt all over me and my bag and coat that my dad and grandma got me
will therapy make it worse? They can help me cope and I will say I have no plan on stopping being hateful as it’s my personal opinions and the way I view the world, but having things to do to cope is all I want so I can cope with the bullying, physical abuse and anxiety and feeling of emptyness
FUAARKKK
A money wasting session with a middle aged bluepilled cat lady telling you what you alr knew.
I know, my entire reputation is so fucked, it doesn’t matter if I wasn’t ugly I would still get tormented. Being ND and mentally ill is the ultimate nerf. I am unlovable in every aspect, i have no desirable characteristics. and since puberty, ive had nothing but unfulfilled desires and all I can do is fantasise because people are repulsed by me, I am literally a walking meme for anyone I know because theres so many things people say about me and it’s fucking tiring
it’s free in UK i think if u talk to a doctor, but I may be sent to a psych ward if I open up too much about homicidal and suicidal ideation and thoughts
High risk since it's UcucK we're talking about
I may just keep going and once I get freedom just get stoned daily as my mum will confiscate my lighters and every plug in my area would probably spike my weed with spice coz everyone hates me
