Returning home from night walk I saw that the ground floor family had locked the gate. I knocked it to which they kept asking, who is it? Suddenly my tongue froze and all I could come up with was "M... Me...... Me." It.... It is I... from up". Of course they didn't understand and one of them came to check it out, saw it was me and unlocked. Even their daughter, who is engaged to her lover, was watching. I bet she thinks I am a big loser who can't utter words let alone be charismatic or charming. Fuck this shit. The only time I can speak full sentences flawlessly is either with my few friends or when angrily shouting at people
