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Serious Fuck it I’m giving up this “journey”

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I tried really, really fucking hard to ascend doing literally everything except for actually cold approaching whores in public.

But I’m done. I’ve talked to girls, made “friends” with girls (it’s nothing like you think, they aren’t really your friend they are like fake friends because they have a million male friends just like you they don’t value you at all you’re just one of many and females don’t value anyone but chad). I just ended up literally being the beta who girls cry to about chad and you offer them advice and you think they are going to change then a week later you heard she went on tinder and fucked some army chad in a hotel (im not kidding this happened) meanwhile she never gave you a shot despite the fact that there’s nothing wrong with you at all jfl.

its a meme existence I probably could ascend since im not subhuman looking but my social life is non existent no matter I try , my face isn’t good enough looking to be anything but mostly invisible, I honestly hate society and don’t want to participate in it anymore, nobody gives a fuck about me in the end if I died right now there would definitely be more evil motherfuckers on Reddit making jokes about it more than people that would actually care. I simply don’t matter and I’m not currently sad about it, just I know the truth.

I’m so tired of thinking about ascending nonstop 24/7 when I literally don’t know how and simply cannot. If some foid lands in my fucking lap and wants to suck my dick I’ll gladly allow her but otherwise I’m giving up on any of my own efforts to ascend as I’m so fucking worn out and tired of thinking about and planning and just trying to make something like this happen, when it likely never will.

this post was more for me than anyone else I’ll be honest, but input is welcome of course.
 
YOU HERE THAT WOMEN, YOU STRESS US THE FUCK OUT, SHAME ON YOU, YOU COCKSUCKING MOTHER FUCKERS!
 
You will never crampee. But yeah after you've put in the effort there's not much else to do. I've done the same thing as you, I really tried man... Social circles, sports, clubs, calling people up. LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND I GET LEFT ON READ.
 
You will never crampee. But yeah after you've put in the effort there's not much else to do. I've done the same thing as you, I really tried man... Social circles, sports, clubs, calling people up. LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND I GET LEFT ON READ.
Yeah man. What’s funny is part of me STILL thinks there’s hope despite 99% of my life being exactly like it has always been. I’m so invisible dude I just don’t matter at all. I’m over it I give up, I’m exhausted from trying to just matter. I need a break.
If you are giving up 2 LDAR just end it dont delay the process 2 rot
I’m not gonna LDAR just entirely give up on talking or trying to impress females. Just full asexual mode I guess. Still looksmaxxing and hitting the gym but mainly for my own self esteem when I look the mirror.
 
I just ended up literally being the beta who girls cry to about chad and you offer them advice
when i was in 9th grade some latina foid asked me for advice since she liked this guy
the guy was the school's chad, a 6'3" blonde blue eyed footballer
she would get a different tall white bf every few months
she forcibly kissed one of them on a middle school trip and got punished
 
Yeah man. What’s funny is part of me STILL thinks there’s hope despite 99% of my life being exactly like it has always been.
I still have *THIS* much hope I can ascend in college, I'm going to ask out at least 10 women and join a club to see if I can get something, I just want my looksmatch. I've never even kissed a girl. I want to fucking ram my head into the wall when I think about how literally no woman has been attracted to me.
I’m so invisible dude I just don’t matter at all. I’m over it I give up, I’m exhausted from trying to just matter. I need a break.
People ignore me or just throw me under the bus. Fuck this life man, give up and cope/rotmaxx.
 
when i was in 9th grade some latina foid asked me for advice since she liked this guy
the guy was the school's chad, a 6'3" blonde blue eyed footballer
she would get a different tall white bf every few months
she forcibly kissed one of them on a middle school trip and got punished
Never help foids dude they just use you and fuck chad. You aren’t even a real friend to them trust me I’ve done it. Modern women are overgrown children you have no clue. They are manipulative in arguments, the most evil blackpill dispensing creatures that exist, only looking for a good fun time and chad, that’s it. Any type of interaction with them as anything less than chad is just a waste of fucking time.
 
If you are gonna rope just rope bro there is no reason to be alive it doesn't get better i will rope soon:feelsbadman:
 
whats most brutal is giving up after trying so hard
 
I tried really, really fucking hard to ascend doing literally everything except for actually cold approaching whores in public.

But I’m done. I’ve talked to girls, made “friends” with girls (it’s nothing like you think, they aren’t really your friend they are like fake friends because they have a million male friends just like you they don’t value you at all you’re just one of many and females don’t value anyone but chad). I just ended up literally being the beta who girls cry to about chad and you offer them advice and you think they are going to change then a week later you heard she went on tinder and fucked some army chad in a hotel (im not kidding this happened) meanwhile she never gave you a shot despite the fact that there’s nothing wrong with you at all jfl.

its a meme existence I probably could ascend since im not subhuman looking but my social life is non existent no matter I try , my face isn’t good enough looking to be anything but mostly invisible, I honestly hate society and don’t want to participate in it anymore, nobody gives a fuck about me in the end if I died right now there would definitely be more evil motherfuckers on Reddit making jokes about it more than people that would actually care. I simply don’t matter and I’m not currently sad about it, just I know the truth.

I’m so tired of thinking about ascending nonstop 24/7 when I literally don’t know how and simply cannot. If some foid lands in my fucking lap and wants to suck my dick I’ll gladly allow her but otherwise I’m giving up on any of my own efforts to ascend as I’m so fucking worn out and tired of thinking about and planning and just trying to make something like this happen, when it likely never will.

this post was more for me than anyone else I’ll be honest, but input is welcome of course.
How is your "Social Life" nonexistent when Foid cry on your lap?
 
If you are gonna rope just rope bro there is no reason to be alive it doesn't get better i will rope soon:feelsbadman:
I’m not roping without hopping on testosterone first. I want to feel what steroids are like, who knows dude maybe that shit will ascend me somehow. If I got so jacked maybe some whore would approach me, or it makes me super low inhib and I approach, or something I don’t fucking know
 
Lots of emotion is here
:feelsjuice:
I stopped caring about having a Normfag life a year into joining this site
 
just money Maxx like me, blkpillpres , @Fontaine, and others. fuck escorts if ur desperate for sex, tho I have high standards so I 2d maxxed instead
 
I’m not roping without hopping on testosterone first. I want to feel what steroids are like, who knows dude maybe that shit will ascend me somehow. If I got so jacked maybe some whore would approach me, or it makes me super low inhib and I approach, or something I don’t fucking know
4grams sustenon/week
350mg dbol/day
1500mg tren E/week
60iu hgh/day
50cm limb lengthening
 
4grams sustenon/week
350mg dbol/day
1500mg tren E/week
60iu hgh/day
50cm limb lengthening

Something I learned the hard way when I did a cycle of just Test-E, 1500 mg per week, don't use the long acting esters. When I went off I had to wait like 2 months before it was out of my system, then another 2 months or more until my own system recovered.

Second lesson I learned is if you already have normal testosterone, Test-E by itself just makes you a bloat monster.
 
whats most brutal is giving up after trying so hard
God is a sadistic little nigger who's fuckin with the wrong creations

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Something I learned the hard way when I did a cycle of just Test-E, 1500 mg per week, don't use the long acting esters. When I went off I had to wait like 2 months before it was out of my system, then another 2 months or more until my own system recovered.

Second lesson I learned is if you already have normal testosterone, Test-E by itself just makes you a bloat monster.
1500mg is a pretty fucking high dose, did you ever get your bloods done on cycle?
how old were you?
you probably aromatized like crazy which is why you bloated
 
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1500mg is a pretty fucking high dose, did you ever get your bloods done on cycle?
how old were you?
you probably aromatized like crazy which is why you bloated

I was 31 or so when I did it.. ya I think it all aromatized because I was fat too.

I went from already bloatmaster, to bloatmaster advanced.

I was really terrified because my balls shut down, they were still about the same size but they just felt 'empty'. It took maybe 4-5 months off until I felt them come back online fully, and then another several months before I saw sperm, then it was back to normal.

I mainly want to do GH, that is something us moneymaxxers can do @Transcended Trucel.

My friend at work was on Tren briefly and I was jealous, he smelled and looked like a God.
 
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I was 31 or so when I did it.. ya I think it all aromatized because I was fat too.

I went from already bloatmaster, to bloatmaster advanced.

I was really terrified because my balls shut down, they were still about the same size but they just felt 'empty'. It took maybe 4-5 months off until I felt them come back online fully, and then another several months before I saw sperm, then it was back to normal.

I mainly want to do GH, that is something us moneymaxxers can do @Transcended Trucel.

My friend at work was on Tren briefly and I was jealous, he smelled and looked like a God.
you didn't use pct ?
 
it's over, there is no solution
 
you didn't use pct ?

No I spent 6 months to a year researching steroids and I wasn't convinced pct is beneficial.

The testosterone and estrogen shut down the production of LH from the pituitary. But once they are out of the system, the binding of those hormones to the receptors on the pituitary that block more production are then not there.

So LH starts flowing and it revitalizes the leydig cells in the testicles which produce testosterone, if they are down.

If they are still up they start producing testosterone right away.

What made it take a long time for me was the long acting ester, meant the synthetic testosterone was still in my body at high dose for like 2 months, so essentially I was on it a lot longer than planned.

That is why I recommend the short acting esters, as they go out in about a week.

My experience on the 1,500 mg per week was it was great for the first 1-2 weeks then my body just downregulated everything so I didn't feel it except making me bloated.
 
I tried really, really fucking hard to ascend doing literally everything except for actually cold approaching whores in public.

But I’m done. I’ve talked to girls, made “friends” with girls (it’s nothing like you think, they aren’t really your friend they are like fake friends because they have a million male friends just like you they don’t value you at all you’re just one of many and females don’t value anyone but chad). I just ended up literally being the beta who girls cry to about chad and you offer them advice and you think they are going to change then a week later you heard she went on tinder and fucked some army chad in a hotel (im not kidding this happened) meanwhile she never gave you a shot despite the fact that there’s nothing wrong with you at all jfl.

im not subhuman looking
my face isn’t good enough looking to be anything but mostly invisible

I’m so tired of thinking about ascending nonstop 24/7 when I literally don’t know how and simply cannot. If some foid lands in my fucking lap and wants to suck my dick I’ll gladly allow her but otherwise I’m giving up on any of my own efforts to ascend as I’m so fucking worn out and tired of thinking about and planning and just trying to make something like this happen, when it likely never will.

this post was more for me than anyone else I’ll be honest, but input is welcome of course.
Well said man, the quotes above really hit home for me. I'm 38 and I think I'm in your shoes. I don't even especially hate women in general, or anyone in particular.
I'm just tired of the struggle, and tired of putting myself out there to get covered in shit.

(No doubt some opinionated young blood will be along to tell me to fuck off back to reddit soon.)
 
4grams sustenon/week
350mg dbol/day
1500mg tren E/week
60iu hgh/day
50cm limb lengthening
I feel like all of this shit would make me gain unreal amounts of muscle but I would probably explode with acne and then all my hair would fall out overnight jfl
 
I feel like all of this shit would make me gain unreal amounts of muscle but I would probably explode with acne and then all my hair would fall out overnight jfl
Jack hanma went from 255lbs 6'4" to 443lbs 7'11" with roids and limb lengthening
 
If you Know you cant win

Dont Play

Life is a cruel and unfair bitch , a Battle royale where the luckiest and Most aggresive Shitter Takes it all and the Rest falls of short
 
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Same.

I go years with nothing, no matches, nothing. Then I'll meet some one IRL and think I have a chance. I think she's interested in me. I get my hopes up but deep down inside I know it won't work out. She'll tell me about how her ex's are assholes and she's looking for a nice guy to be in a relationship, and wants to cuddle, and wants something serious and long term or maybe she's burned from relationships and doesn't want anything serious.

She complains about how she's gone months without being in a relationship, acting as if that's an inhuman amount of time. I don't tell her my story as she would loose all respect for me.

I try to meet her, and she says she wants to but are always busy. Busy going to parties, getting drunk or high with friends, or other unknown things. And then they find a Chad and leave me on sent or unfriend me without even saying good bye.

Sometimes they'll use me to vent about their Chad husband but will never leave him even if he hits her. If I try to get out my own life frustrations they'll stop talking to me, without even saying good bye, just leaving me on sent because it's always a one way relationship because I have no value as a human being. Just something to be used and disposed of.

And I've been looks maxing since early 20s, now in mid 30s. Chewing, mewing, lifting, cardio, near perfect nutrition. Meditating, gratitude journaling, trying to stay positive and empathetic and caring. I'll keep grinding and trying to find love until I'm dead, just to spite the hellish reality we were born into.

50 years earlier, and we could literally just workout, get fit, get a job (there were tons), talk to girls that smiled at us and find wife and start a family. But not in a post tinder, post social media world. I had a dream last night a girl started talking to me in an elevator and I told her I thought she's cute and got her snapchat. Then the maintenance knocked on my door and woke me up and I remembered such things only happen in dreams. :(

It feels nice to vent here.
 
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Same.

I go years with nothing, no matches, nothing. Then I'll meet some one IRL and think I have a chance. I think she's interested in me. I get my hopes up but deep down inside I know it won't work out. She'll tell me about how her ex's are assholes and she's looking for a nice guy to be in a relationship, and wants to cuddle, and wants something serious and long term or maybe she's burned from relationships and doesn't want anything serious.

She complains about how she's gone months without being in a relationship, acting as if that's an inhuman amount of time. I don't tell her my story as she would loose all respect for me.

I try to meet her, and she says she wants to but are always busy. Busy going to parties, getting drunk or high with friends, or other unknown things. And then they find a Chad and leave me on sent or unfriend me without even saying good bye.

Sometimes they'll use me to vent about their Chad husband but will never leave him even if he hits her. If I try to get out my own life frustrations they'll stop talking to me, without even saying good bye, just leaving me on sent because it's always a one way relationship because I have no value as a human being. Just something to be used and disposed of.

And I've been looks maxing since early 20s, now in mid 30s. Chewing, mewing, lifting, cardio, near perfect nutrition. Meditating, gratitude journaling, trying to stay positive and empathetic and caring. I'll keep grinding and trying to find love until I'm dead, just to spite the hellish reality we were born into.

50 years earlier, and we could literally just workout, get fit, get a job (there were tons), talk to girls that smiled at us and find wife and start a family. But not in a post tinder, post social media world. I had a dream last night a girl started talking to me in an elevator and I told her I thought she's cute and got her snapchat. Then the maintenance knocked on my door and woke me up and I remembered such things only happen in dreams. :(

It feels nice to vent here.
Dude do you have discord? I would love to talk to you. You are older than me and I really need some insight.
 
I tried really, really fucking hard to ascend doing literally everything except for actually cold approaching whores in public.

But I’m done. I’ve talked to girls, made “friends” with girls (it’s nothing like you think, they aren’t really your friend they are like fake friends because they have a million male friends just like you they don’t value you at all you’re just one of many and females don’t value anyone but chad). I just ended up literally being the beta who girls cry to about chad and you offer them advice and you think they are going to change then a week later you heard she went on tinder and fucked some army chad in a hotel (im not kidding this happened) meanwhile she never gave you a shot despite the fact that there’s nothing wrong with you at all jfl.

its a meme existence I probably could ascend since im not subhuman looking but my social life is non existent no matter I try , my face isn’t good enough looking to be anything but mostly invisible, I honestly hate society and don’t want to participate in it anymore, nobody gives a fuck about me in the end if I died right now there would definitely be more evil motherfuckers on Reddit making jokes about it more than people that would actually care. I simply don’t matter and I’m not currently sad about it, just I know the truth.

I’m so tired of thinking about ascending nonstop 24/7 when I literally don’t know how and simply cannot. If some foid lands in my fucking lap and wants to suck my dick I’ll gladly allow her but otherwise I’m giving up on any of my own efforts to ascend as I’m so fucking worn out and tired of thinking about and planning and just trying to make something like this happen, when it likely never will.

this post was more for me than anyone else I’ll be honest, but input is welcome of course.
it was over after the first line

I tried really, really fucking hard to ascend doing literally everything except for actually approaching cold whores in public.
 
I’m not gonna LDAR just entirely give up on talking or trying to impress females. Just full asexual mode I guess
JFL, dude just wealthmaxx and escortcel dude, stop thinking of women in terms of "achievement" and start thinking of them in terms of "enjoyment"

Women exist to be enjoyed by you, you can't get women through "Method A" but you can get them through "Method B" or "Method C"

Too many men want to have this narrow perspective on sex and relationships and only see ONE WAY (the normie way) as the only means to get sex or relationships

Once you have the resources there are many paths you can pursue to various things
 

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