It's fucking over nigga, it's so fucking over, fuck all this shit. Why the fuck am I just fucking invisible to everybody? Why the fuck can't I even sit quietly in public without feeling like absolute shit. I know every nigga is making fun of me inside their head. Infront of bitches it's even worse, I feel like a fucking pest infront of them. Like nigga, I can't imagine a SINGLE scenario where I would make a friend. I used to be social and fucking try to talk to niggas but through experience, I matured and realized nobody acknowledges me. I've been fully alone over the last few years and I'm only in highschool.
I deadass can't do a physical activity like playing sports without feeling like shit because I look like an austistic faggot manlet. Let alone sit quietly in public. Why the fuck do I look stupid asf doing anything?? I might aswell be a fucking autistic potato living rent free with caretakers.
You might feel the same. I know I'm repeating the same shit as everyone else "muhh alone no girl no friends" but this shit is genuinely ridiculous dawg. It's fucking crazy, there's no fucking way I can't flow conversation with anyone. What the fuck is wrong with me that I'm treated like a subhuman? Legit bro. Sure I'm ugly and 5'8 but how the fuck do I not have a friend, not even a "school friend"?
I'm genuinely subhuman, I'm insecure about everything of me ATP because I don't know what it is that makes me so unlikable lol. Probably the vibes I give off and how my "figure" is, I'm not fat or anything, I guess it's my body proportions or some shit that just makes me look really retarded. It's fucking stupid. Genuinely makes no sense lol. I've been trying to figure out why I can't fit in AT ALL with people but I just can't figure it out. It's just my being as a whole, I don't have any qualifiable qualities that make me an appeal for friendship, relationship, nothing. I just don't have anything that makes me even normal as a human. Fucking stupid.
Obviously in the end, people are fake, selfish and only care about themselves especially in a dire financial situation or life and death. But this is just a stupid fucking cope. Humans NEED attention, no one can be alone for an extended period of time. They are literally created to want to fit in and interact with others.
I can't even chill quietly in public without feeling like everyone is fucking judging me because I look retarded. "No one cares about you that much", fuck you nigga. They literally fucking judge you. If you fucking idiots were me, you would be so anxious about how you look to try and do your best to not look as retarded as you are. Every single person who says "no one cares that much just live life bro" is a retard and care about what people think of them lol. Fucking retarded cope.
And even if I don't care about what they think, I'm still fucking invisible nigga. No one gives a shit about me. I don't have a financial plan for the future. What the fuck am I here for?
I live an unserious illogical existence.
I deadass can't do a physical activity like playing sports without feeling like shit because I look like an austistic faggot manlet. Let alone sit quietly in public. Why the fuck do I look stupid asf doing anything?? I might aswell be a fucking autistic potato living rent free with caretakers.
You might feel the same. I know I'm repeating the same shit as everyone else "muhh alone no girl no friends" but this shit is genuinely ridiculous dawg. It's fucking crazy, there's no fucking way I can't flow conversation with anyone. What the fuck is wrong with me that I'm treated like a subhuman? Legit bro. Sure I'm ugly and 5'8 but how the fuck do I not have a friend, not even a "school friend"?
I'm genuinely subhuman, I'm insecure about everything of me ATP because I don't know what it is that makes me so unlikable lol. Probably the vibes I give off and how my "figure" is, I'm not fat or anything, I guess it's my body proportions or some shit that just makes me look really retarded. It's fucking stupid. Genuinely makes no sense lol. I've been trying to figure out why I can't fit in AT ALL with people but I just can't figure it out. It's just my being as a whole, I don't have any qualifiable qualities that make me an appeal for friendship, relationship, nothing. I just don't have anything that makes me even normal as a human. Fucking stupid.
Obviously in the end, people are fake, selfish and only care about themselves especially in a dire financial situation or life and death. But this is just a stupid fucking cope. Humans NEED attention, no one can be alone for an extended period of time. They are literally created to want to fit in and interact with others.
I can't even chill quietly in public without feeling like everyone is fucking judging me because I look retarded. "No one cares about you that much", fuck you nigga. They literally fucking judge you. If you fucking idiots were me, you would be so anxious about how you look to try and do your best to not look as retarded as you are. Every single person who says "no one cares that much just live life bro" is a retard and care about what people think of them lol. Fucking retarded cope.
And even if I don't care about what they think, I'm still fucking invisible nigga. No one gives a shit about me. I don't have a financial plan for the future. What the fuck am I here for?
I live an unserious illogical existence.
