Venting Friendless

[Manlet_cel]

Well my HS ended this yr i will tell you something i wasn't a friendless guy from start and i won't call myself loser just because everyone dumped me yk life took a heavy toll on me around grade 8 that was the time i started losing people that once i had we called eachother brothers but as time passed i never approached them to talk and so did they i always harbored sense of dis belonging that why they never approached me to talk ? well i wish i would had approached them at that time maybe i wouldn't had ended in this situation maybe

After grade 10 no one was my friend in my sec i was literally struggling via loneliness and i also founded BP the same yr brotalll everything went downhill tallfags in my class made friend with eachother people around my height were already being friends with them and i was rotting alone i was in fear that people would come and beat me fear of getting bullied fuck it

It pains right in my heart my boys my men i lost them i want to cry i wish i could retain them and ik it's too late now the gaps are too much between us at this point i wish i wish i could be with my bros just anyhow anywhere yk i can even trade women to be with them (tho i don't have women JFL)

There is something in friendship that only the lucky and chosen ones can have i wish i can go to uni and just make some timpass or little bit serious friends as a manlet but those school boys can never be taken out of my heart

Tho i ended as being friendless and none approached me i just dream what it could had been if i would had approached them

TL;DR : I am just emotional rn losing friends hurt this pain is so much great that i can't tell you maybe even greater than inceldom lol or maybe not

 

[Manlet_cel]

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I never had friends since i was 3. I have memories of when i was 3 years old and there was this kid i played with at school, then he stopped playing with me, since then not a single friend

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

Well my HS ended this yr i will tell you something i wasn't a friendless guy from start and i won't call myself loser just because everyone dumped me yk life took a heavy toll on me around grade 8 that was the time i started losing people that once i had we called eachother brothers but as time passed i never approached them to talk and so did they i always harbored sense of dis belonging that why they never approached me to talk ? well i wish i would had approached them at that time maybe i wouldn't had ended in this situation maybe

After grade 10 no one was my friend in my sec i was literally struggling via loneliness and i also founded BP the same yr brotalll everything went downhill tallfags in my class made friend with eachother people around my height were already being friends with them and i was rotting alone i was in fear that people would come and beat me fear of getting bullied fuck it

It pains right in my heart my boys my men i lost them i want to cry i wish i could retain them and ik it's too late now the gaps are too much between us at this point i wish i wish i could be with my bros just anyhow anywhere yk i can even trade women to be with them (tho i don't have women JFL)

There is something in friendship that only the lucky and chosen ones can have i wish i can go to uni and just make some timpass or little bit serious friends as a manlet but those school boys can never be taken out of my heart

Tho i ended as being friendless and none approached me i just dream what it could had been if i would had approached them

TL;DR : I am just emotional rn losing friends hurt this pain is so much great that i can't tell you maybe even greater than inceldom lol or maybe not

John 15:15

New International Version

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15 I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.

 

[zd60]

I've never had friends and anytime I've tried making them I was always bullied, I learned at a young age how to just keep to myself and keep myself entertained in isolation its been over a decade at this point it no longer bothers me

 

[Manlet_cel]

John 15:15​

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New International Version​

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15 I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.

what does this even mean?

 

[Manlet_cel]

High school graduates.is

sorry but i am not burger or nigger

 

[Manlet_cel]

I've never had friends and anytime I've tried making them I was always bullied, I learned at a young age how to just keep to myself and keep myself entertained in isolation its been over a decade at this point it no longer bothers me

same here i was also alone when i was young but around grade 6 7 it changed those 2 years best year of my life specially 6 but it's over and there will be pain forever maybe

 

[Manlet_cel]

I never had friends since i was 3. I have memories of when i was 3 years old and there was this kid i played with at school, then he stopped playing with me, since then not a single friend

 

[UglyDumbass]

I've never had friends and anytime I've tried making them I was always bullied, I learned at a young age how to just keep to myself and keep myself entertained in isolation its been over a decade at this point it no longer bothers me

how did you keep yourself entertained. Most of my copes died out and i spend my time talking alone cause im desperate to talk to someone

 

[NervWraith]

You need a hug brocel? I graduated hs last year with 0 friends and I understand ur pain

 

[zd60]

same here i was also alone when i was young but around grade 6 7 it changed those 2 years best year of my life specially 6 but it's over and there will be pain forever maybe

Yeah I was around the same age, I was pulled from public school and isolated pretty much 24/7, I don't remember much past that most of my childhood is now just a huge memory gap or blur

 

[UglyDumbass]

Well my HS ended this yr i will tell you something i wasn't a friendless guy from start and i won't call myself loser just because everyone dumped me yk life took a heavy toll on me around grade 8 that was the time i started losing people that once i had we called eachother brothers but as time passed i never approached them to talk and so did they i always harbored sense of dis belonging that why they never approached me to talk ? well i wish i would had approached them at that time maybe i wouldn't had ended in this situation maybe

After grade 10 no one was my friend in my sec i was literally struggling via loneliness and i also founded BP the same yr brotalll everything went downhill tallfags in my class made friend with eachother people around my height were already being friends with them and i was rotting alone i was in fear that people would come and beat me fear of getting bullied fuck it

It pains right in my heart my boys my men i lost them i want to cry i wish i could retain them and ik it's too late now the gaps are too much between us at this point i wish i wish i could be with my bros just anyhow anywhere yk i can even trade women to be with them (tho i don't have women JFL)

There is something in friendship that only the lucky and chosen ones can have i wish i can go to uni and just make some timpass or little bit serious friends as a manlet but those school boys can never be taken out of my heart

Tho i ended as being friendless and none approached me i just dream what it could had been if i would had approached them

TL;DR : I am just emotional rn losing friends hurt this pain is so much great that i can't tell you maybe even greater than inceldom lol or maybe not

High school was pure dog shit. Most of my “friends” were fake and some were too much of a sperg to make an effort on the friendship. I just suffered all day and although i always wanted to finish high school, i still miss it oddly since i had stuff to do at the time.

 

[Manlet_cel]

You need a hug brocel? I graduated hs last year with 0 friends and I understand ur pain

sure why not

 

[Manlet_cel]

Yeah I was around the same age, I was pulled from public school and isolated pretty much 24/7, I don't remember much past that most of my childhood is now just a huge memory gap or blur

same here but ik those days of being alone still doesn't hurt now but it is what it is

 

[zd60]

how did you keep yourself entertained. Most of my copes died out and i spend my time talking alone cause im desperate to talk to someone

Honestly nothing truly keeps me entertained, I jump around a lot from podcast to youtube, to gaming/anime or reading just whatever I can do to keep my mind occupied, sometime's I'll talk to myself outload just to get my thoughts out. I also smoke a ungodly ammount of weed nowadays

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Relatable. My graduation was brutal. The moment you get left behind, people don’t look back.

 

[zd60]

same here but ik those days of being alone still doesn't hurt now but it is what it is

Yeah not much we can change I just try to keep myself busy or distracted doing something

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

how did you keep yourself entertained. Most of my copes died out and i spend my time talking alone cause im desperate to talk to someone

Playing alone myself all day, it was boring as fuck. I remember it was so fucking boring and painful.

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

what does this even mean?

Ask Jesus into your heart and you will have a best friend!!