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Belzebu
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- Feb 2, 2023
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It was a very nice day. I didn't have problems at work and wasn't humiliated or embarrassed myself in work or college, I was going back home. I was very close to ending the day in a good way. Nothing bad happened to me, no insults, no jokes, no laughs. Finally a day of peace of mind. Until the last second.
In the college parking lot, going to my car, a 5/10 foid saw me from afar, I think she thought I could be a chad, because I'm a little tall, I wear good clothes. I go to the gym. I have an ok body, and recently had mento surgery to have a better lower third.
She started to walk fast just to cross my path. She looked at me with a little smile. The second she got in front of me she looked at my face and immediately her little smile became a mixture of disappointment and disgust. Shit ruined my fucking day, made me wish I was turbo autistic so I couldn't understand emotion by face expressions.
I did everything I could, still paying for the surgery and the best I got was fooling an average foid from afar and at night with not much light, just so I could see her look of disgust when she had the opportunity to really look at my face.
If you did everything you can and still failed, there is just no hope, there is no way to crawl away from the abyss.
In the college parking lot, going to my car, a 5/10 foid saw me from afar, I think she thought I could be a chad, because I'm a little tall, I wear good clothes. I go to the gym. I have an ok body, and recently had mento surgery to have a better lower third.
She started to walk fast just to cross my path. She looked at me with a little smile. The second she got in front of me she looked at my face and immediately her little smile became a mixture of disappointment and disgust. Shit ruined my fucking day, made me wish I was turbo autistic so I couldn't understand emotion by face expressions.
I did everything I could, still paying for the surgery and the best I got was fooling an average foid from afar and at night with not much light, just so I could see her look of disgust when she had the opportunity to really look at my face.
If you did everything you can and still failed, there is just no hope, there is no way to crawl away from the abyss.