A girl led me on in my late teens (only woman to show me interest) only to try and get with my brother, I ended up cussing her out on the student ball when she went up to me and tried to fake chat with me then started asking questions about my bro. After yelling at her she ran crying to my "friends" who instantly took her side and drove me away from the table.
That day I got strangled by a random dude outside and we fought, I had a gay guy flirt with me, I got lost in my smalltown of 2000 people somehow in my drunken stupor, lost my so called childhood friends (never made any since, 6 years now), had that whore led me on for my brother, it was the day that shattered my bluepilled delusions and I never trusted goyim since.
My whole family is between 6-8.5 absurdly goodlooking but I was born too early and have facial and body deformity so it's OVER, I have a whole life of comparison between me and my family particularly my bro and I and it makes me want to go buy a license free blackpowder revolver and go out and start murdering people in my smalltown (which I of course have build in minecraft)