She gets attention because she is pretty and looks young.
The idea that personality alone is enough is a complete delusion in the world of dating.
If the women in the video was shy, or even insecure, many men would still find her to be a good potential partner, whereas with me, I can’t compensate my mental health problems with a cute face or manly face.
And even with hard work and dedication, confidence and a stable situation, any potential partner will still be repulsed by my past, by my face, by my mental weakness...
I cannot lie to myself. I can’t accept to put a false facade of confidence to show off when deep down, I know I’m a loser. I was rejected young, and I can’t repair this scar.
None of the other toddler will ever understand the pain of being rejected at a young age. No one cares. I feel pain every time I think of it, it’s a bleeding scar.
I have no stable basement to build myself up from, I missed important step while young, and cherry picking some IncelTears comments, I have no reason to think that anyone will ever come fix things anytime soon.
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If I had a nicer face, some confidence, a better voice, perhaps I could approach or get approached by people at my university.
To get out of this hole.
But no. I was rejected young, and it’s a wall now. I’m scared of people. I scare people too, probably. I don’t’ enjoy life, and I don’t see how I ever could while staying human.