I was at this birthday party that my friend invited me to and the only reason why I went was because I promised him that I would and I regret it literally everyone made fun of me because I wasn't drinking alcohol I was alone at the beginning and I was weird in general because when everyone was dancing I was sitting at the table it was my first time being in a place like this I was sitting alone rotting on TikTok some time went by and this foid that I have known since childhood asked me if I wanted to sit next to her because all her friends were there with their boyfriends so I agreed because as long as I can remember she might be the only foid in my entire life who treated me like a normal human being and I actually liked her we were talking well she was talking more I was trying my best but I'm trash at talking to them then she asked me if I was single so I was surprised because I thought it was obvious that I didn't have a gf and after I told her that I didn't have a gf this thought crossed my mind what if she likes me too I thought that my misery had come to an end that finally I wouldn't be lonely anymore and I would be normal JFL 
after that when she got drunk she started talking to a 6"1 chad and started hugging him and after that she talked with a different chad and she was telling him how good looking he was and that if she wasn't into a different guy she would ask him to be her bf (in my opion she din't like him because he was about 1,80cm(5'11ft) and rEaL mEn StArTs FrOm 183cm (6'0)) after hearing this conversation I genuinely wanted to end it when I think about it and about posting this I can't believe how pathetic I am .
after that when she got drunk she started talking to a 6"1 chad and started hugging him and after that she talked with a different chad and she was telling him how good looking he was and that if she wasn't into a different guy she would ask him to be her bf (in my opion she din't like him because he was about 1,80cm(5'11ft) and rEaL mEn StArTs FrOm 183cm (6'0)) after hearing this conversation I genuinely wanted to end it when I think about it and about posting this I can't believe how pathetic I am .
