hey first time posting, idk if this’ll help but… i need to say it somewhere.
so i went to that diner yesterday. joe’s, the one with the red booths? tried to smile at the cashier when she handed me change girl looked mid-20s, average looking even — and she didn’t say shit. not “have a good day,” not even look up. just stared through me like i was air.
felt like a goddamn ghost.
walked out and checked myself in the window glass. I wanted just to tear my face off.
used to think bein nice mattered. nah. women don’t hate us… they don’t care enough to hate us.
thats worse.
im done rotting in basement mode while chads post gym pics n get bitches on cruise control.
if fixin my face — if that’s what it takes just so someone looks at me once…
then whatever.
ill do it.
not hopin for love or some cringe dream.just want to be.
bday tmw I think abt kms or something like that.
i don't know
i don't know anymore.
It was LonelySoul, take care of yourself,
so i went to that diner yesterday. joe’s, the one with the red booths? tried to smile at the cashier when she handed me change girl looked mid-20s, average looking even — and she didn’t say shit. not “have a good day,” not even look up. just stared through me like i was air.
felt like a goddamn ghost.
walked out and checked myself in the window glass. I wanted just to tear my face off.
used to think bein nice mattered. nah. women don’t hate us… they don’t care enough to hate us.
thats worse.
im done rotting in basement mode while chads post gym pics n get bitches on cruise control.
if fixin my face — if that’s what it takes just so someone looks at me once…
then whatever.
ill do it.
not hopin for love or some cringe dream.just want to be.
bday tmw I think abt kms or something like that.
i don't know
i don't know anymore.
It was LonelySoul, take care of yourself,
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