This is my first post on this forum site. I’m a 22 year old young black autistic male who has never had a girlfriend, never been kissed by anyone, never had sex, never been truly loved or cared about by anyone. Women hate and fear me. All my life women have ignored me, ghosted me, avoided me, rejected me, reported me, blocked me, friendzoned me. Women pretend that I don’t exist. I don’t have that many friends. Most of my friendships in life have struggled and failed. Most people treat me like shit. Most people think I’m stupid and ugly. Most people don’t want to see or talk to me at all. I don’t get along with my family. My family hates me. My parents are divorced. My parents hate and regret having me. I’m currently unemployed and desperately looking for a better job. I’m alone most of the time. I’m not in school right now. I just workout for fun in the mornings at the gym. Before I created an account for this forum site, I would always visit this site daily just to see and hear from likeminded individuals. I don’t know what to do with my life right now. Sometimes I think suicide is the answer…
