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whats good(nothing) my incel brothers around the world? i know nothing is good for us at all, been lurking this website for a month and I found my community, im 28 year old loser, life been kicking my ass since forever. I always been that weird guy that never really could relate to nobody, i fucked 3 escorts in my life, if i didnt pay, I would be a virgin until this day, even with escorts the sex was so bad, i busted quick, couldnt last, dont really know what I am doing, its so bad to the point i wanna low my libido to stop desiring foids, im addicted to porn of course, I was a neet my whole life basically but this year since january im a doordash driver, so i make a lil money, so i can by copes like alcohol and games, im fucking failure and i know it but i will never rope cause my christian background, they say people that commit suicide go to hell so im scared as fuck, I aint going to lie to yall, i dont even care about heaven, I just dont want to go to hell.
Anyways, I used to like a older woman, she was 47 I was 26 at the time, we met from really nothing, I used to help her park her car, giving her directions, time went by and we was talking more and more, i told her my name, and she was so surprised cause her son that died got the same name as mine, , so we kinda built a good relationship cause she used to work at school near where I Live, we used to talk, so her last day at work, she told me she gonna be on vacation, i gave her my number she never called me man, never sent a message, I was like ''damn, we built a great connection'' but in reality we built nothing man, the whole time you think you and a foid building something, the foid gonna forget about you the moment she leaves the convo with you, but you and me are a hopeless romantic so thats why we keep thinking about them hoes, i went almost a year to get over her, cause i liked her, she was 47 year old brunette, big ass, big titties, but I liked her as person, thought she was something good, but she wasnt so I learned my lesson, now fast foward to 2026, life still the trash that ever was, im drinking right now, aint that fucked up but im halfway.
Anyways, I used to like a older woman, she was 47 I was 26 at the time, we met from really nothing, I used to help her park her car, giving her directions, time went by and we was talking more and more, i told her my name, and she was so surprised cause her son that died got the same name as mine, , so we kinda built a good relationship cause she used to work at school near where I Live, we used to talk, so her last day at work, she told me she gonna be on vacation, i gave her my number she never called me man, never sent a message, I was like ''damn, we built a great connection'' but in reality we built nothing man, the whole time you think you and a foid building something, the foid gonna forget about you the moment she leaves the convo with you, but you and me are a hopeless romantic so thats why we keep thinking about them hoes, i went almost a year to get over her, cause i liked her, she was 47 year old brunette, big ass, big titties, but I liked her as person, thought she was something good, but she wasnt so I learned my lesson, now fast foward to 2026, life still the trash that ever was, im drinking right now, aint that fucked up but im halfway.
