Yesterday was the first day of my spring semester and I went to two classes that day. During the first class I went to the professor was asking everyone their name and then after he'd ask them to read a paragraph from the text we were reading. When he eventually asked me my name he just skipped to the next person to ask him his name and then to read. Probably was weirded out by my appearance and also I am a voicecel and sound like an ogre (a foid once told me i sound unsocialized and unintelligent) so that probably also weirded him out. Girls were giving me dirty looks in the hallway and in the class I had after that. I noticed one ethnic stacy give me a long stare with a dirty look and a Becky glanced at me three times as if I was some freak (I am) and those were only the ones I noticed too (I was sitting near the front and was hyperfocused on the lecture and taking notes). Every semester now the treatment I receive just gets worse and worse and I don't know why since I thought I looksmaxxed somewhat by growing out my hair.
