I know I regretted using that word because it´s a contradiction I actually hate sex because as I see my childhood died at age 12 when I developed my sexual desires so sex is degenerate it robbed me of my innocence, I just didn´t know what word else to use to describe not wanting to choke, or beat the girl, what I want in sex is like teenage love with simple positions.
I hate my childhood, because I see it as a waste, common sense dictates that we are all aware that one spends more time as an adult than as a child, my parents wasted my time by trying to "preserve my innocence" and let me have a "childhood", because all that did was handicap me for
MY ACTUAL LIFE, you know that part of life we spend decades living
It would have been much better for all of us, to have never have had a "childhood" and to have instead been black pilled early, and be prepared for
REAL LIFE
Now because my parents wanted to do cliche lazy parenting of "letting your child figure it all out", I have to fucking claw my way up into an enjoyable life, relearn truths about the world and human interactions, etc
I have a lot of resentment for all of the adults that have passed through my life, teachers included, because had they just been fucking honest I would be in a better place in life than I am now
I never get the people who act as if their childhood was this great thing that they have fond memories of, can you really look back so fondly upon blind ignorance and the fact that your parents sacrificed your romantic and economic success for the sake of their ego, for the sake of them thinking of themselves as "good people/parents"
How can you look back fondly upon that?
This shit should be fucking illegal, parents should be legally liable to prepare their children for life, and not lie to them so they can selfishly collect memories of "cute and innocent" moments
Think I'll make a thread about this, tired of seeing this foolishness
Every "happy memory" I have as a child is tainted because I know it is nothing but lies, ignorance and naivety, none of those games mattered, none of those smiles mattered, none of that shit mattered, because it did not benefit the current me, the me I'm going to have to spend the rest of my life as, adult me, all of that shit was a waste of time, I never needed it, I needed parents and teachers to supply me with the tips and tricks in life for economic and romantic success