(Not a suicide post... yet) As someone who hasn't enjoyed most of their life, I've never been particularly fearful of death, I've never actively craved for it even at my most depressed, just never found myself particularly attached to the idea of staying alive. But over the last couple of years I've been finding myself more and more inclined to admiring the concept of "biting the dust", not just as a personal end to a struggle but as the "great equalizer" as some people like to call it. It just feels good to know, that despite all our differences, all the inequality, suffering and any other physical, material or whatever the fuck differences there might be between one person or the other. In the end you can't escape from becoming nothing by worm food, you in your ill-fated existence will meet the same end as the most rich, successful, attractive son of a bitch in the planet, every person who ever fucked you over will inevitably sooner or later becoming nothing but a memory, all eight billion people on Earth will become nothing but a memory, and after some time not even that. I know this might come off as a bit of a nihilistic shitpost but I'm being genuine when detailing my enthusiasm about knowing the fate of everyone and everything that ever existed or will exist before they even come to be. Just a little thought I wanted to share. Btw you are going to die one day lol
