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Greycel
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- Joined
- Jul 28, 2021
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Ngl I been contemplating roping for years, way before I even discovered the black pill. Life is just not for me, too painful. I don’t think I am made for it. Already decided on a method. I will rent an Airbnb and do it there so my family won’t have to walk in on my dead body, I will just tell them that I am going on vacation for a few days. The police will probably contact them after it happens.
Will be going to the bank and withdraw all my money, sell all my belongings and send the money to my parents before I go, they invested in me and fed me, they deserve something back. They will be sad but I am too young and have too many years of pain ahead of me before I die of natural cause. Thinking about it, why cope? I could just end all the pain right now. It will be all over, I will be at peace. Didn’t want to do it before because I was scared to go Hell but I have become an agnostic the past few years so there isn’t anything holding me back.
I really hope there is nothing after death, but I am not sure. At least I know about life, what if death was worse ? What if there is a God and he is about to burn my ass ? Guess I have to take the risk and find out my self. The fact that I might be able to put an end to this endless pain just by putting an end to my life is way too tempting.
Just need to vent a little bit before I go, I don’t really have anyone to talk with. [UWSL]Bye boys![/UWSL]
Will be going to the bank and withdraw all my money, sell all my belongings and send the money to my parents before I go, they invested in me and fed me, they deserve something back. They will be sad but I am too young and have too many years of pain ahead of me before I die of natural cause. Thinking about it, why cope? I could just end all the pain right now. It will be all over, I will be at peace. Didn’t want to do it before because I was scared to go Hell but I have become an agnostic the past few years so there isn’t anything holding me back.
I really hope there is nothing after death, but I am not sure. At least I know about life, what if death was worse ? What if there is a God and he is about to burn my ass ? Guess I have to take the risk and find out my self. The fact that I might be able to put an end to this endless pain just by putting an end to my life is way too tempting.
Just need to vent a little bit before I go, I don’t really have anyone to talk with. [UWSL]Bye boys![/UWSL]