Venting Finally after years of dread dealing with my narcissistic parents i finally accepted social isolation

[Deleted member 40710]

I aways tried to be besides them but this seems to worst the problem. Today my mom is a woman that take many pills per day and i'm worried but i don't find the strength necessary to help or it seems that she don't need. She is medicated and i am accepting myself as i am supposed to now. The thing is that i can't find a job neither deal with her healthily so i just stay in my room everyday. I'm now studying and hoping to be the escape that a ineed to have a job and leave this place, so our relation could be good. I don't want to be enemy with my mother's. Maybe i should get a home job and stay until i get comfortable, i really don't know. I just feel that in all this yers that i tried to make a life outside my room, house and environment and failed, now i can root in peace with the cope that i tried. Thanks to listen.

 

[lemon21]

I've a similar situation, i can't escape from my home. Do you enjoy living with your mother?

 

[Deleted member 40710]

I've a similar situation, i can't escape from my home. Do you enjoy living with your mother?

Yes, sometimes It gets darker because she on meds and the things gets dirty like when we have a discussion and she acused me of psychology violence to the pol[UWSL]ice. She was one time at psychiatric hospital too. I love her, she's my mother. But in the end i will remain alone i guess. She is a teatcher and it's safe on the salary thing. It's difficult for you? [/UWSL]

 

[lemon21]

Yes, sometimes It gets darker because she on meds and the things gets dirty like when we have a discussion and she acused me of psychology violence to the pol[UWSL]ice. She was one time at psychiatric hospital too. I love her, she's my mother. But in the end i will remain alone i guess. She is a teatcher and it's safe on the salary thing. It's difficult for you? [/UWSL]

I depend finiantially on my grandmother and father, if i don't do what one of the two says things tend to get ugly quickly. My mother is a slob who dosnt do a damn thing and that's why my father/grandmother get mad a couple of times, my living situation is not the worst but calling it other than bad would be being delusional. I hope to get a job soon and get my own place, sadly my mother raised me to be almost useless so i can't do a lot of things

 

[BluepilledFantasyXV]

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