Story Final therapy update

[Steelcel]

I've been documenting my therapy experiences in posts lately, if any one wants to follow along:

https://incels.is/threads/therapy-update-pt2.200917/

Before this appointment I hadn't been to work in a few days, not because of Corona, I'm just too miserable and in too much mental pain to get out if bed.

The reception stacies where chatting and giggling with each other and the other women therapist. Imagine having a loud bubbly conversation in the waiting room infront of depressed and suisidal people.

They asked me to fill out a form about my current state and feelings. It was the same as the form from my first session, I'm guessing they felt like they wanted to see if I was making any progress JFL I'm in a worse place now then when I started therapy.

Filling out the form, all I could hear was the 2 receptionist chatting about where they were going with their BFs this weekend.

I got halfway through the form before I just stood up and walked over to the counter. In the most condescending tone the receptionist says " how'd you go? You get that form filled out mate? Seriously, talking to me like I'm a 6yo retarded child. I put the half filled out form on the counter and said "this is retarded, I'm not doing it.

I sat back down and waited for my appointment.

Apon entering the therapist office he handed me a tablet that had more questions about my current moid/feelings, i got angry and just told him

"I'm fucking bad, that's how I'm fucking doing, if I was ok I wouldn't be here"

He started asking me about what has me so upset this week, what happened at home? What happened at work?

I tell him, "nothing is wrong at work or at hone. I'm upset about the same thing we've talked about in the last 6 sessions, I'm alone, miserable, 29yo kissless virgin and I'm never going to experience love or sex and it's destroying me.

We proceed to just talk in circles, literally everything he suggests I do I have already tried, going out, making friends, socialising and joining groups.

I have friends, I'm in clubs and groups, I socialize. I just tell him he is literally incapable of understanding what I'm going through, he conceded, admitted that he doesn't and that he's been doing a lot of preperation and research before he has appointments with me as well as consulting his superiors.

He tried to set up further appointments with me but I told him to just forget it. I got up and walked out half way through the session, when I get to my car, I see him waving me down, he runs over to give me sone bullshit cards for suicide hot line and "Mens line". He knows I have nembutal and I'm ready to die so I guess he doesn't want a clients death on his record, although it's not like any one would know I was seeing a him.

And that is the story of my therapy experiences.

Bigest waste of time and money NGL

 

[LastGerman]

he conceded, admitted that he doesn't

And yet those people spend plenty of years studying something like psychology and he is still unable to empathise with you...

when I get to my car

Nice humblebrag here.

Also, you seem to have a somewhat functional life besides females. You do socialise wich means you do have a social circle, you seem to have a somewhat decent workplace because you can afford something like therapy and you can also drive and you own a car... Now imagine, you would have nothing of it.

I see him waving me down, he runs over to give me sone bullshit cards for suicide hot line and "Mens line".

This is beyond ridiculous. Imagine, he spends like a decade studying something like psychology to become a therapist and all he can do is to hand over some cards for suicide hotlines and now he most likely thinks stuff like "my job is done" while waving at you from far away in a nonchalant way.

 

[Over_this_Life]

I have considered therapy before, but it is a waste of money. Amazing how tone deaf the therapists can be. Our troubles are just too foreign to them. That was a good read

 

[Steelcel]

And yet those people spend plenty of years studying something like psychology and he is still unable to empathise with you...



Nice humblebrag here.

Also, you seem to have a somewhat functional life besides females. You do socialise wich means you do have a social circle, you seem to have a somewhat decent workplace because you can afford something like therapy and you can also drive and you own a car... Now imagine, you would have nothing of it.



This is beyond ridiculous. Imagine, he spends like a decade studying something like psychology to become a therapist and all he can do is to hand over some cards for suicide hotlines and now he most likely thinks stuff like "my job is done" while waving at you from far away in a nonchalant way.

I know posters here who are doing 10 times better than me at life. I think the rules on bragging are holding back some of the blackest of pills.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I think the rules on bragging are holding back some of the blackest of pills.

Yeah no thats retarded. If you want bragging looksmax.org is where you want to be.

 

[Steelcel]

Yeah no thats retarded. If you want bragging looksmax.org is where you want to be.

What's more blackpilled to normie eyes?:

Fat stinky unemployed man in his mother's basement not able to find love

OR

Gymmaxed, clean, wealthy man with his own place, friends and hobbies not able to find love?

Which one do you think is going to convince people that looks are the most important thing?

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

What's more blackpilled to normie eyes?:

Fat stinky unemployed man in his mother's basement not able to find love

OR

Gymmaxed, clean, wealthy man with his own place, friends and hobbies not able to find love?

Which one do you think is going to convince people that looks are the most important thing?

If people need convincing they are not black pilled in the first place

 

[NuclearCel]

What's more blackpilled to normie eyes?:

Fat stinky unemployed man in his mother's basement not able to find love

OR

Gymmaxed, clean, wealthy man with his own place, friends and hobbies not able to find love?

Which one do you think is going to convince people that looks are the most important thing?

Nothing can convince them, we wouldnt live in a world like this if people were truly able to understand one another. The truth is, people you know or people that you see may live in a completely different reality than you, like many sheeps who live in their own little bubble, they will eat the food you feed them, and believe the lies you tell them. We dont really even exist for these people. And thats alright, because these people dont really exist for someone like me either simply because we cannot understand one another. Only you yourself have the power to save your life, these normies wouldnt even blink if you vanished tommorow. Therapy is what it has always been, a joke. I reckon that there are very very few therapist on this planet who can truly do their job.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

And retards still tell us we need thearpy. Therapy is literally paying to hear the same shit cucktears says. LITERALLY PAYING FOR THAT. Does reading cucktears posts make you feel better about your life? Does shitty advice make you no longer want to kill yourself?

Surgery is what we need, and for the more severe truecels... this is unobtainable.

To any lurking truecels reading this, make it messy and do it in public... make sure the note says that you did it because healthcare doesn't cover facial surgery.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

(((Therapy))) is a waste of money. You should find new copes, if you're a virgin at 29 try escorts. Cope cope cope till you rope.

 

[Deleted member 26140]

I put the half filled out form on the counter and said "this is retarded, I'm not doing it.

lmao you low inhib bastard

 

[Steelcel]

lmao you low inhib bastard

I put my housemates dirty dishes in his bed the other day.

I told my boss that he is a fuck head and we had a shouting match in his office.

Had an argument with my neighbor last week.

This shit is so out of character for me I don't know what's going on.

Feel like I'm going to get in a fight with some stranger soon. Probably should have discussed this in therapy.

If people need convincing they are not black pilled in the first place

Then how is the blackpill ever going to spread?

 

[Deleted member 26140]

I told my boss that he is a fuck head and we had a shouting match in his office

And you didn't get fired?

 

[Deleted member 23537]

I put my housemates dirty dishes in his bed the other day.

I told my boss that he is a fuck head and we had a shouting match in his office.

Had an argument with my neighbor last week.

This shit is so out of character for me I don't know what's going on.

Feel like I'm going to get in a fight with some stranger soon. Probably should have discussed this in therapy.

Then how is the blackpill ever going to spread?

Hope you get better, seems like you are entering the no inhib stage of the blackpill

 

[Steelcel]

And you didn't get fired?

He's not in charge of hiring and firing

 

[Lame Dude]

Your posts tie knots in my guts man.

I guess when you have been lonely for a long time, something in your brain just switches from "dont do that, thats rude" to "Eh, fucking do it, see what happens." (Bill burr said that, couldnt find the clip)

 

[Deleted member 24081]

“You’re supposed to go there with an open mind and actually want help and want to change, incel!”

That said I feel for you OP.

 

[Ecstasy]

Your posts tie knots in my guts man.

If you have really thought though suicide and you got nembutal, I don't want to talk it out of your mind. It is bad enough wanting to kill oneself and having all the mental blockages and thinking about your family or social circles. Hope you will find a satisfaying way out brother. No matter which way you choose.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

OP are you a fellow ukcel?

also as someone who tried therapy twice ( 1 foid therapist 1 male ) therapy is completely useless, its just bluepilled advice.

 

[The Abyss]

I got thrown out of a 1 time session on the NHS for talking about my experiences of being racially bullied & was called the racist lol, Pakistani woman go figure.

Therapy is a complete waste of time uness your problem is minor & you just want to pay someone to listen to you complain.

@Steelcel You Aus, UK or US?

 

[OwlGod]

Therapy is a way that the Jews found to destroy you even more

 

[The Abyss]

Therapy is full of Jews & women, a fucking toxic environment.