Total Imbecile
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I always wondered why someone who has sex would actually bother with us, like LOL if you think I would waste my time here if I had a gf
I think I finally have my answer: its mental illness
reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/f0gvhi/i_have_my_own_toxic_relationship_with_incels/
I think I finally have my answer: its mental illness
What I want is to watch them hate me. Because I know that any jackass virgin who truly hates women only hates women because we are so thoroughly better than them, as people and also as individuals in some sexual marketplace. Now, the part where I'm turned on by how pathetic they are is a whole other thing, but ultimately, what I'm realizing with Negative XP is just that I want him to hate me, even though, really, the white supremacy alone, not even getting to the more central misogyny of his stuff, is something I definitely wish simply did not exist.
But he does exist, and I want to watch these videos over and over because the more hate he has for me, the bigger my ego gets (and a swelling ego is satisfying, if dangerous when swung around) at the knowledge that I could do anything I wanted to or around him, and all he can do is flail around and throw insults at me. These insults... these "your eggs are being wasted" or "you sexualize yourself because there's nothing else interesting about you" or "you're only alt because you're ugly without fashion" ...every single insult he includes in this content is confirmation that I was never less than Kevin, my friend's cousin. I was just that much more, and wholly better than him, that he had to completely throw in the towel at being my equal.
reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/f0gvhi/i_have_my_own_toxic_relationship_with_incels/