I am 26 now and for sure many times in the past i had felt the innate desire to have a girlfriend , someone to hold hands and cuddle with at night. but i never remember it getting this bad~ ever.
Even during my two years at college , when i was actually surrounded by beautiful girls and might even had a chance with one of them ( cope , i know ) i never really cared or tried to even pursue any female.
Maybe , i was deep into coping back then or sub consciously my brain knew that I had no chance with any of these foids so it never even pushed into pursing a potential relationship . I Don't Know.
I have been thinking about maybe trying online dating ,i know i have zero chances , but maybe i do ~ i would never know for sure until i try it .. But i am just too fucking embarrassed to sign up for any of these sites. I don't know why . I know sites like Tinder have become mainstream so to speak , but i am just afraid someone i know might come across my profile on there and think less of me for being there (?) . . .
i read it somewhere ( maybe on this forum itself) that people Actually looking for a relationship online on sites like Okcupid, Tinder , etc. are fucking rejects, since real good-looking people don't' actively need to seek for one - in fact they constantly have to put down people approaching Them!
it's one thing venting on anonymous forums with a fake id to cry about not being able to find a girlfriend, but i wouldn't want someone finding out irl that i am looking for one! ...
sorry the thread is all over the place ..idk why i even bother posting anything on here
Even during my two years at college , when i was actually surrounded by beautiful girls and might even had a chance with one of them ( cope , i know ) i never really cared or tried to even pursue any female.
Maybe , i was deep into coping back then or sub consciously my brain knew that I had no chance with any of these foids so it never even pushed into pursing a potential relationship . I Don't Know.
I have been thinking about maybe trying online dating ,i know i have zero chances , but maybe i do ~ i would never know for sure until i try it .. But i am just too fucking embarrassed to sign up for any of these sites. I don't know why . I know sites like Tinder have become mainstream so to speak , but i am just afraid someone i know might come across my profile on there and think less of me for being there (?) . . .
i read it somewhere ( maybe on this forum itself) that people Actually looking for a relationship online on sites like Okcupid, Tinder , etc. are fucking rejects, since real good-looking people don't' actively need to seek for one - in fact they constantly have to put down people approaching Them!
it's one thing venting on anonymous forums with a fake id to cry about not being able to find a girlfriend, but i wouldn't want someone finding out irl that i am looking for one! ...
sorry the thread is all over the place ..idk why i even bother posting anything on here
