Giracel
destroyed on the trail
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Last week I had a really ridiculous exam that left me feeling like retard despite studying a lot. I left feeling empty and just dissociated the rest of the day until the night when I realized I needed to finish a report. I went to the library to finish the report, where I saw a couple practically making out…
This reminds us of the real issue: the empty feeling does not come just from doing badly, but because I have no one to tell me "you did a good job, I still love you" — I know this because I often feel the same way (though less defeated of course), even after doing well, because what do I do after?? What is the reward? And I just end up chasing the next thing.
This reminds us of the real issue: the empty feeling does not come just from doing badly, but because I have no one to tell me "you did a good job, I still love you" — I know this because I often feel the same way (though less defeated of course), even after doing well, because what do I do after?? What is the reward? And I just end up chasing the next thing.
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