Feeling like an outcast , again

[Specimen]

I have no desire for sex & reproduction . I never did .

My sex drive is that of a zombie , a corpse . And the worst part ? I like it .

I don't envy anyone with the mindless instinct of putting their dicks in some meat holes . It's primitive . Disgusting .

I cannot relate to 99.9% of humans based on this sole characteristic .

I always strive to be clean , to be perfect . Sex is a mix of disgusting fluids , it's a mix of bacteria , of diseases .

But even after that ? After trying to maximize my purity ?

INSIDE DOESN'T MATTER .
I am still repulsive , a deffect on the outside .

Purity ... is all about appearance .

 

[sub5ricemale]

I've lost my purpose, but to play last of us and go on .is

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

Hello, fellow outcast.

 

[mariomariuss]

I've lost my purpose, but to play last of us and go on .is

good activities imo

 

[Cuckoja]

Im opposite tbh, to me sex and love is the only thing that could make me happy, only thing that could make me feel good about being alive.