Venting Feeling confident then sad today

[Mohamedömar]

I went to the shithole called college, I felt this morning like fuck everybody, I live in my own world and my lipido is nearly 0, also when I saw foids today, I felt like they are humans made of flesh and blood nothing unique.
I interacted with some friends and some collegues confidently and I had nothing wrong in this.

At the end I felt sad because I can deal with people, but I can't be real confident cuz of my genetics. I am 5'4, very ugly with asymmetric face, skinny fat and have a small dick.

If I was like 6'1 with avg or above avg face and 7 or 8 inches dick, I would be a killer but sadly I can't change my fucking genetics

 

[chihiro]

i suppose the feeling is gone?

 

[wasted12years]

How was the wedding?

 

[Mohamedömar]

i suppose the feeling is gone?

Still exist but like 0.00001%

 

[Mohamedömar]

How was the wedding?

It was very noisy and made me dizzy.
I met three friends and we took pics, but I look very ugly in them due to my fucking ugly asymmetric face.

 

[goyim next door]

It was very noisy and made me dizzy.
I met three friends and we took pics, but I look very ugly in them due to my fucking ugly asymmetric face.

Real as fuck man. I tell my family to not take any pictures of me anymore because of that.

 

[Mohamedömar]

I tell my family to not take any pictures of me anymore because of that.

Fucking same
but they forced me to took them

 

[Lunaticcurrycel]

How was the wedding?

Yesterday I went to a wedding. I didn't sleep all night because there was nowhere to sleep. Didn't even eat because wedding food in curryland is shit and gives you diarhhea and vomit inducing farts lol. My mom had forced me to go there after 3 hours of shouting. I just sat there on a chair for over 12 hours waiting for the car to come pick us up after wedding ends. I didn't have to go but my mom doesn't care about me at all and just what she wants. Looking at girls my age there was pure suifuel and the stupid ugly low iq manlet curries were coping with politics and criminal cases. I hate hearing about these things more than anything. Freaking jahils. I hope I die in my sleep. I hate everyone. I rarely go out of my house , have 0 friends , never talked to a foid , and live in my room imagining scenarios and some alternate coping reality where I have many friends and I am rich and high bodycount. I don't even care about sex it's just like a conquest of spreading my genes for me. Its the desire of my primal warrior rajput blood. I saw some tallfags relatives but realise I no longer care since I have high T and 5'9" and cope with the fact many guys my height and frame are extremely strong wrestlers who tallfags can't touch. I know it's all self deception and bs but my mind can't cope with this absolutely boring insignificant unloving mundane reality of my existence. Sometimes I wonder why was I even born. Yea so my life is hellish this goy Mohammed won't even understand. His situation is a lot better than mine.