Serious Fear of living for a long time

[ULTRAMAN]

my family has been quite long-lived. my great-grandmother lived to be 104, my grandfather lived to be 91, my father will be 84 in a few days. i can't believe i have to live another 40 or 50 years with this and i'm afraid i'm going to kill myself because even for that I am a coward. it makes no sense to live so many years if you are a subhuman. it's like a damn punishment.

 

[shii410]

@Emba

 

[Khaplain40KKK]

Brutal

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

my family has been quite long-lived. my great-grandmother lived to be 104, my grandfather lived to be 91, my father will be 84 in a few days. i can't believe i have to live another 40 or 50 years with this and i'm afraid i'm going to kill myself because even for that I am a coward. it makes no sense to live so many years if you are a subhuman. it's like a damn punishment.

are you an oldcel?

 

[Deleted member 3497]

my family has been quite long-lived. my great-grandmother lived to be 104, my grandfather lived to be 91, my father will be 84 in a few days. i can't believe i have to live another 40 or 50 years with this and i'm afraid i'm going to kill myself because even for that I am a coward. it makes no sense to live so many years if you are a subhuman. it's like a damn punishment.

How old are you

 

[Meus]

I already said it in another thread but becoming really old is based.

I respect people who rope but I also respect people who survive. Both has pros and cons.

 

[Emba]

@Emba

Hi!

 

[Longbowman]

Same here, but I'm also afraid of dying. Losing my consciousness is one of my biggest fears. It's inevitable, I know, but it scares the shit out of me.